Platonic love -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Schoolboys -- England -- Fiction; Teenage boys -- England -- Fiction
Days like this were very beautiful, he thought, and this old volcanic
earth with its bright delicate covering, like a carpet, of grass and
trees and flowers. And life!――yes; and life itself was beautiful! For
the same life that was moving joyously within his young warm blood,
was moving in the sap of tree and grass. What was it all? Whence did
it spring? Every day a miracle was wrought when some delicate leaf,
or the spiral of a new-born fern, unfolded itself in the soft air, or
pushed up through the dark clinging soil. And this was life! And he was
alive! He found an exquisite happiness in the thought that he himself
was thus a part of nature, so close to nature in her simpler forms. It
was as if――always alive to the charm of such things――he understood now
for the first time the full meaning of the old Greek ‘tree-worship,’
realised, as it were, its origin, in his own emotions. That faculty
for noting the listening soul, the spirit that is in leaf or plant,
seemed to be a part of his very human nature, seemed as some ancient
bond of relationship that bound him then, and would bind him for ever,
to stiller and less perfect forms of life――to a whole world of pastoral
divinities――the great god Pan himself; the Hamadryads, who inhabit
the forest trees; and Oreads, and Naiads, and Hyades――the deities of
water-springs, and streams, and showers of summer rain.
As he thought of it a wave of joy seemed to raise him up suddenly
on its strong, full flood; a deep happiness that had come to him
often before in his solitude, and which, for the time at any rate,
was sufficient. To live! to live! to live! it seemed to cry――that
was enough; there was nothing else in the world. Ah, surely he must
be happy so long as the sun shone and all nature sang with that
great rhythmic chaunt of sensuous life! He closed his eyes that the
exquisitely fresh and living smell of the earth, his mother, the cool
sweet green smell of the swaying grass, might creep into his very
being. How delicious it was just to lie there in the lush green grass,
among the clear, floating shadows――to lie and think his thoughts as
they drifted into his mind from the outer sunshine.
When he chose to look in their direction, he could see his schoolfellows
eager still over their game of cricket; but he was content to watch
them, content to look on, lazily, dreamily, through his half-closed
eyelids, following every now and then the swift curving passage of the
ball through the air, when it rose above the fielders’ heads.
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