Platonic love -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Schoolboys -- England -- Fiction; Teenage boys -- England -- Fiction
Yet notwithstanding the dreaminess of his mood, his senses were
curiously alert. Remote sounds and faint perfumes reached him, which
at another hour he would not have been conscious of. And he noticed
Brocklehurst’s hands as they rested on the stone step: he noticed the
fineness of the skin, darkened to a rich golden-brown by the sun; the
tapering fingers; the tiny blue vein, scarce visible, on the inside
of the wrist. His hands were extraordinarily living, extraordinarily
sensitive, expressive. They seemed made to touch the strings of musical
instruments, to play upon some delicate lute or viol. He imagined that
they must have some power in them to allay pain; he imagined them, cool
and soothing, laid softly upon his own forehead, or over his mouth and
eyes.
And suddenly Harold began to speak. ‘It is very quiet here....
How strange you must have found everything when you first came to
school!――after having been accustomed to this for so long.’
Graham smiled lazily. He felt very happy. It was as though a day he
had long awaited had at last begun to break within his spirit, as
though some perfect hour of life were here. And his present gladness
was mingled somehow with all the happiness that had been before; with
all the happiness he had ever known. He watched the dark leaves scarce
tremulous against the sky; he watched the dark grass, the gathering
dusk everywhere; the night wind was soft upon his face.
The light grew more and more subdued; the outlines of things vaguer and
vaguer.
‘I cannot tell you how glad I am to have you here, Harold,’ he
whispered shyly.
‘It was very good of your father to ask me.’
‘To ask you! But it all belongs to you! It has all been waiting
for you for so long――and now, at last, you have come.’ He spoke
half-laughingly, but all his childish imaginings and dreams were
stirring within him.
‘How dark it is getting!’
The last glimmer of twilight had in truth died out of the sky, and
only a dim pallor seemed to hang in the air, a faint reflection from
the hidden moon.
‘Listen!’
‘It is my father. He plays to himself every evening; he is very fond of
music.’
The soft, clear notes of a violin were drawn out slowly across the
stillness. The darkness, the charm of the night, helped to make them
wonderfully expressive, and Brocklehurst almost held his breath to
listen. When a pause came he gave a little sigh. ‘Why is beautiful
music always so sad?’ he wondered; ‘so much sadder than anything else?’
‘Is it?’ Graham asked. ‘And yet you like it!’
‘Yes; there is nothing else I like so well.... I used to sing in the
choir at school until my voice broke; but I have never learned very
much.’
Graham raised himself a little. He leaned his chin on his companion’s
shoulder and looked out into the darkness. And he felt Brocklehurst’s
soft, warm cheek against his own.
‘You went to school when you were very young, Harold, didn’t you?’ he
murmured.
‘No younger than most fellows. You, you know, came peculiarly late.’
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