Platonic love -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Schoolboys -- England -- Fiction; Teenage boys -- England -- Fiction
The accuracy of his touch almost startled him, and his colour deepened
as the boy’s beauty flowed in upon him, filling him with a curious
pleasure. He laughed aloud. ‘You are just like one of the young gods,’
he cried. ‘I wonder if you really are one. Perhaps if we stay much
longer we shall draw the others down from heaven.’
‘Isn’t that what you would like? I expect you still, deep down, have a
kind of faith in them.’
‘Ah, how can I help having faith when one stands living before my eyes?
All hail, dear Dionysus! child of fire and dew, and the creeping,
delicate vine!... Should we not offer up a sacrifice, Harold? I have
nothing here but these dry sea-flowers which I gathered from the rock,
but it is into the heart of the giver, and not at the gift, that the
gods look.... Let us offer our slender garland to the presiding deity
of the place.’
He knelt down, and laid the few sea-pinks, and the seaweed with which
he had adorned his friend, on a little shelf of rock. ‘That is the
altar,’ he said smiling, but more than half serious. Then he took
Brocklehurst’s hand and pulled him down to kneel beside him while he
prayed.
‘What god shall I give them to?’ he whispered. ‘You see they have so
few worshippers left that they may be a little jealous of one another.
We do not want the waves to rise up against us as they rose against
Hippolytus.’
‘Give them to the unknown God.’
‘Hush!――they will hear you: they must be drawing very near.――O gods
of Hellas! If anything in our lives have found favour in your sight,
accept this, our gift, which, though it be poor, is given with our
love; and we beg that you will grant to each of us that thing which
may be best for him.... Harold, “need we anything more? The prayer, I
think, is enough for me.”’
IX
He could not quite say how it had happened. It had come so suddenly,
so suddenly. And now, a few steps behind the others, he was walking
toward the house. He had a feeling of sickness, of horror: a helpless
misery, the meaning of which he shrank from realising, darkened his
mind. Only he remembered――he could not help remembering: it was there
before him with a curious vividness――the light of the afternoon sun on
the long white road; the glare, the heat, something dark and motionless
stretched in the dust――still, very still....
Brocklehurst had been walking a few paces behind him, and close to the
hedge. He had been pulling some wildflowers――a few had been scattered
about him as he lay there on the road, so strangely quiet and white,
a thin stream of red blood creeping through his hair and widening
out, forming a little patch of mud.... And when he had lifted him, the
curious whiteness of his face!
Yet in a way he had escaped wonderfully. None of the wheels had touched
him: just that single kick a little above his left ear....
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