I commenced to sweep the sea with my eyes in ever widening circles. Two
hundred yards down the shore to the left and about fifty out, I sighted
something. It was white and seemed only foam at first. The crest of a
wave tossed it high for a second, then shut it out; when the next wave
rose it was still there.
I shouted, but my voice would not carry against the wind. The next time
the white thing rose on the crest I was sure that it was the face of a
woman. I saw her arm thrown out above the surface; she was swimming the
overarm stroke in an effort to make headway toward the land. I knew
that she could never do it, for the current along the north beach runs
seawards and the tide was going out. I gazed round in panic. The shore
was forlorn and deserted. Behind me to the northward stretched the
gaunt, bare cliffs. To the southward, a mile distant across the denes,
stood the outskirts of the sleepy town. Before ever I could bring help,
she would have been carried exhausted far out to sea, or else drowned.
There was no boat on the shore between myself and the harbor. There was
nothing between her and death but myself. And to go to her rescue meant
death.
I scarcely know what happened. I became furious with unreasonable anger.
I was angry with her for her folly, and angry with the world because it
took no notice and did not care. I was determined that, before it was
too late, I would go to her, so that she might understand. Yet, despite
my passion, I acted with calculation and cunning. All my attention
was focused on that speck of white, bobbing in the waste of churned up
blackness. As I ran along the beach I kept my eyes fixed on that. When I
came opposite, I waved to it. It took no notice. I hurried on a hundred
yards further; the current would bear her down towards me northwards. I
stripped almost naked, tearing off everything that would weigh me down.
I waded knee-deep into the surf, up to where the beach shelved suddenly.
I waited till a roller was on the point of breaking; diving through it,
I struck out.
It was difficult to see her. Only when the waves threw us high at the
same moment, did I catch a glimpse of her and get my direction.
The shock of the icy coldness of the water steadied my nerves and
concentrated my purpose. I was governed by a single determination--to
get to her. My thought went no further than that. Nothing else mattered.
I had no fear of death or of what might come after--I had no time to
think about it. I wanted to get her in my arms and shake her, and tell
her what a little fool she was, and kiss her on the mouth.
Lying on my right side, keeping low in the water, I dug my way forward
with an over-arm left-stroke. As my first wind went from me and I waited
for my second, I settled down into the long plugging stroke of a mile
race. The tide was with me, but the roughness of the water prevented
rapid progress. I had to get far enough out to be at the point below her
in the current to which she was being swept down.
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