I started counting from one to ten to keep myself from slackening, just
as the cox of a racing-eight does when he forces his crew to swing out.
I regarded my body impersonally, without sympathy, as though we were
separate. When it suffered and the muscles ached, I lashed it forward
with my will, silently deriding it with brutal profanities. The wind
poured over the sea; the spray dashed up and nearly choked me. It was
difficult to keep her in sight. When I saw her again, I smiled grimly at
her courage and hit up a quicker pace. Who would have thought that her
fragile body, so flower-like and dainty, had the strength and nerve to
fight like that?
I was far enough out now to catch her. I halted, treading water; but
the inaction gave my imagination time to get to work, and, when that
happened, I felt myself weakening. I started up against the current,
going parallel with the beach, to meet her. The one obsessing thought
in my mind was to get to her. It was not so much a thought as an animal
instinct. I was reduced to the primitive man, brutally battling his way
towards his mate at a time of danger. While I acted instinctively, the
flesh responded; directly I paused to think, my body began to shirk and
my strength to ebb. Somewhere in that raging waste of water I must find
and touch her. I did not care to hear her voice--simply to hold her.
Thirty feet away a gray riot of stampeding water rose against the
horizon; in it I saw her face. With the swift trudging stroke of a
polo-player I made towards her. In the foam and spray I saw what looked
like golden seaweed. She was drifting past me; I caught her by the hair.
Out of the mist of driven chaos we gazed in one another’s eyes. Her lips
moved. “You!” she said.
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