My mind was laughing in triumph. My body was no longer weary--it was
forgotten and strong again. In all the world there were just she and I.
She had tried to escape me, but now the waves jostled us together. She
had striven not to see me, but now my face focused all her gaze. She
might look away into the smoking crest of the next roller, but her eyes
must always come back. Of all live things we had loved or hated,
now there remained just she and I. We had been stripped of all our
acquirements and thrown back to the primitive basis of existence--a
man and a woman fighting for life in chaos. For us all the careful
conventions, built up by centuries, were suddenly destroyed. The polite
decencies and safeguards of civilization were swept aside. The shame of
so many natural things, which had made up the toll of our refinement,
was contemptuously blotted out--the architecture of the ages was
shattered in an instant. We were thrown back to where the first man
and woman started. The only virtue that remained to us was the physical
strength by which death might be avoided. The sole distinguishing
characteristic between us was the female’s dependence on the male, and
the male’s native instinct to protect her, if need be savagely with his
life. Over there, a mile away, stood the red comfortable town on the
cliff, where all the smug decencies were respected which we had perforce
abandoned. Between us and the shore stretched fifty yards of water--a
gulf between the finite and the infinite. Over there lay the moment of
the present; here in eternity were she and I.
I gazed on her with stern gladness; I had got to her--she was mine. The
madness for possession, which had given me strength, was satisfied. Now
a fresh motive, still instinctive and primal, urged me on--I must save
her. I lifted her arm and placed it across my shoulder, so that I might
support her. The great thing was to keep her afloat as long as possible.
There was no going back over the path that we had traversed--both
tide and current were dead against us. Already the shore was stealing
away--we were being carried out to sea.
I remembered, how on that first morning, when I had warned her against
bathing from the north beach, she had told me she was a good swimmer. In
my all-embracing ignorance of her, I had no means of estimating how
much or how little that meant. For myself, barring accidents, I judged I
could keep going for two hours.
Vi was weakening. With her free left hand she was still swimming
pluckily, but her right hand kept slipping off my shoulder; I had to
watch her sharply and lift it back. Her weight became heavier. Her lips
were blue and chattering. I noticed that her fingers were spread apart;
she had cramp in the palms of her hands. Her body dragged beside me; she
was losing control of it. She was no longer kicking out.
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