He had removed his hat, and was leaning against the door-jamb, with
his legs crossed. I watched him narrowly while he was talking. I had
expected to see a cultured degenerate--the worst type of bounder.
Instead of being exhausted and nervous with a spurious energy, he was
almost military in his upright carriage. He had a daredevil air of
careless command, which was so much a part of his breeding that it
was impossible to resent it. A man would have summed up his vices and
virtues leniently by saying that he was a gay dog. A good woman might
well have fallen in love with him, and excused the attraction that his
wickedness had for her by saying that she was trying to convert him.
The only sign of weakness I could detect was a light inconsequent laugh,
strangely out of keeping with the virility of his height and breadth; it
was like the vain and meaningless giggle of a silly woman.
I asked him if he would not come inside. He shook his head, saying that
this was not a social visit, but that he had come to apologize. Then he
faced me with an openness of countenance which impressed me as manly,
but which might have been due to shamelessness.
“I want to tell you how sorry I am for the beastly row you had
yesterday. Lottie’s not a bad sort, but she gets fancies and they run
away with her. I’ve talked with her, and I can promise you it won’t
happen again. She’s been writing me angry letters for the past week,
ever since you made it up with Sir Charles. I was afraid something like
this would happen, so I thought I’d just run down. I wish I’d managed to
get here earlier.”
He stopped suddenly, gazing toward the keeping-room door. Ruthita came
out and crossed the shop. She had on one of her new dresses and was on
her way to tea with Vi.
He followed her with his eyes till she was gone. There was nothing
insulting in the gallantry with which he admired her; he seemed rather
surprised--that was all. For a minute he continued conversing with me in
an absent-minded manner, then he wished me good-by, hoping that we might
meet again in Oxford. I walked out on to the pavement and watched him
down the street. Then I hurriedly fetched my hat and followed.
It might have been accidental and I may have been over-suspicious, but
his path lay in the same direction as Ruthita’s; he never walked so
quickly as to overtake her or so slowly as not to keep her well in
sight. When she entered the old flint house, he hesitated, as though
the purpose of his errand was gone; then, seeing me out of the tail of
his eye, he turned leisurely to the left down a score. Next day I heard
that he had departed from Ransby.
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