I could not rid myself for many days of the impression this incident had
created. Like a Hogarth canvas, it typified for me the ugly nemesis
of illicit passion in all its grotesque nakedness. There was horror
in connecting such a man as Halloway with such a woman as Lottie. The
horror was emphasized by the child. Yet Lottie had once been “as nice
and kind a little girl as there was in Ransby,” until he destroyed
her. Doubtless at the time, their sinning had seemed sweet and
excusable--much the same as the love of any lover for any lass. Only the
result had proved its bitterness.
This thought made me go with a tightened rein. When impulse tempted
me to give way, the memory of that woman with her half-witted child,
brazening out her shame before a crowd of pleasure-seekers on the sunlit
esplanade, sprang into my mind and turned me back like the flame of a
sword.
CHAPTER VII--THE GARDEN OF TEMPTATION
It was the late afternoon of a September day. We had had tea early at
the black flint house, Vi, Ruthita, Dorrie, and I. After tea a walk had
been proposed; but Dorrie had said she was “tho tired” and Ruthita had
volunteered to stay with her.
For two months Vi and I had never allowed ourselves the chance of being
alone together; yet every day we had met. To her I was “Mr. Cardover”;
to me she was “Mrs. Carpenter.” Even my grandmother had ceased to
suspect that any liking deeper than friendship existed between us. She
loved to have young people about her, and therefore encouraged Vi and
Dorrie. She thought that we were perfectly safe now that we had Ruthita.
Through the last two months we four had been inseparable, rambling
about, lazy and contented. Our conversations had all been general, Vi
and I had never trusted ourselves to talk of things personal. If, when
walking in the country, Ruthita and Dorrie had run on ahead to gather
wild flowers, we had made haste to follow them, so betraying to each
other the tantalizing fear we had one of another. We were vigilant in
postponing the crisis of our danger, but neither of us had the strength
to bring the danger to an end by leaving Ransby, lest our separation
should be forever.
If our tongues were silent, there were other ways of communicating. Did
I take her hand to help her over a stile, it trembled. Did I lift her
wraps and lean over her in placing them about her shoulders, I could see
the faint rise of her color. Her eyes spoke, mocked, laughed, dared, and
pleaded, when no other eyes were watching.
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