For answer she handed me a letter. It bore a United States stamp and was
addressed to her in a bold, emphatic, perpendicular hand which revealed
the writer’s vigorous determination of character.
“From my husband. Read it.”
Standing a little apart from her at the window, I drew out a carefully
folded letter. It was dated from Sheba, Massachusetts, nine days
previous to its arrival. While I read it, I watched her stealthily, how
she stood charmingly irresolute, twisting the gold-band off and on her
finger.
_My dearest Vi:_
_I have written you many times, asking you to fix definitely the day of
your return. You’ve put me off with all kinds of excuses. Latterly you
have not even referred to my question. My dear child, don’t think I
blame you; you probably have your own reasons for what you are doing.
But people are beginning to talk about us here. For your own sake you
ought to return. We’ve always tried to play fair by one another. You
were always game, Vi; and now it’s up to you._
_I’m lonely. I want my little Dorrie. Most of all I want my wife. I
can’t stand this absence much longer. On receipt of this send me a cable
“Coming,” followed by the date of your sailing. If I don’t receive such
a cable within ten days of mailing this letter, I shall jump on a boat
and come over. I don’t distrust you, but I’m worn out with waiting.
Can’t you understand how I want you? Nothing in the world matters to me,
my child, except you._
_Your affectionate husband,_
_Randall._
I re-folded it methodically and returned it to the envelope. I tried to
picture this man who had sent it. He was manifestly elderly. Probably he
was portly, a trifle pompous and genially paternal in his manners. What
volumes his trick of calling her “my child” revealed concerning their
relations. I contrasted him with Vi. Vi with her eager youth, her
passion to taste life’s rapture, her slim white body so alluring and
so gracious, her physical fineness, her possibilities for bestowing and
receiving natural joy. If I let her go, she would slowly lose her
zest for life. She would forget that she was a woman and would sink
prematurely into stolid middle-age. Her possibilities of motherhood
would slip from her untaken and never to be renewed. The little rascals,
with golden hair and features which should perpetuate her beauty, would
never be born to her. Those children should be hers and mine. _Hers and
mine_. How the words beat upon my brain! They were like the fists of
little children, battering against the closed doors of existence. It
was monstrous that the justice of this husband’s claim to her should be
based on his injustice in having married her.
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