I signed to Vi. Going first, carrying Dorrie in my arms, I commenced to
force a passage. We had become wedged against the wall. Our going caused
a ripple of disturbance. Attention was distracted from “Lady Halloway”
to ourselves. She turned her glazed eyes on us. Stupid with drink, she
did not recognize me at first. I had to pass beneath the lantern quite
near her. As the light struck across my face, she saw who I was. “’E’s
got another gal,” she tittered so all could hear her. “It’s easy come
and easy go-a. Love ’ere ter-day and thar ter-morrer. Good-evenin’,
Sir Dante Cardover, that is ter be. And ’oo’s yer noo sweet-’art? Is
she as pretty h’as me? Let a poor gal ’ave a look at ’er.”
I pushed by her roughly. She would have followed, but some of the crowd
restrained her. She made a grab at Vi. I could hear Vi’s dress rending.
“So I ain’t good ’nough!” she shouted. “I ain’t good ’nough for yer!
And ’oo are you ter despise me, I’d like ter h’arsk?”
She said a lot more, but her voice was drowned in a protesting clamor.
I turned my head as I crossed the station-yard. Beneath the evangelist’s
lantern I saw her arms tossing. Her hair had broken loose. Her eyes
followed us. I entered the station and saw no more. Not until we had
slipped through the barrier on to the platform did we slacken. Even
while loathing her for her display of bestiality, my grandmother’s words
came back to me, “She was as nice and kind a little girl as there was in
Ransby, until that rascal, Lord Halloway, ruined her.”
We found that the porter, with whom we had left our luggage, had secured
three seats for us. Two of them were corners. I took mine with my back
to the engine, so that Vi and I sat facing one another. Dorrie sat
beside Vi for a few minutes, uncomfortably, with her legs dangling. Then
she slipped to the floor and climbing up my knees, snuggled herself down
in my arms.
“We’ll have fine timeth in London together, won’t we?” she questioned.
“I’m tho glad you’s toming.”
It was strange how difficult I found it to speak to Vi. I wanted to
say so much. I knew I ought to say something. Yet all I could think to
mention was some reference to what had happened beside the harbor--and
that was so contaminating that I wanted to forget it. Luckily, just
then, an old countrywoman bundled in with a basket on her arm.
“Gooing ter Lun’non, me dear?” she asked of Vi. “Well, ter be sure,
I intend ter goo ter Lun’non some day. I get out at Beccles, the nex’
stop.” Lowering her voice, “That your little gal, and ’usband, bor?
Not your ’usband! Well, ’e do seem fond o’ your little gal, now doan’t
’e, just the same as if ’e wuz ’er father?”
The train began to move. The lights of Ransby flashed by, twinkling
and growing smaller. We thundered across the bridge which separates the
Broads from the harbor.
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