“I reckoned you’d be asking that question,” he said.
“The morning that you figured to sail, you were taken sick at the Misses
Januaries’. You were mighty bad when they sent for me; you had pneumonia
and a touch of brain-fever. It’s a close call you’ve had. I found you
wandering in your head--and saying things.”
“Things, doctor? Things that I wouldn’t want heard?”
He nodded gravely. “No one in Sheba knew anything about you. I saw that
you were in for a long spell, and that the Misses Januaries’ was no
place for you to get proper nursing.”
He halted awkwardly. “Then I came to Randall and told him.”
“Had I mentioned him in my delirium?”
“You’d mentioned her.”
I could feel the warm flush of color spreading through my body and
turned away my head. The old doctor gripped my hand. “That’s how it
happened, I guess.” Little by little he told me about Randall Carpenter.
During the first days of crisis he had scarcely gone to bed, but had
paced the house, always returning to my bedroom door to see if he could
be of any service.
“But, why should he care?” I questioned.
“Because she cared, I guess. He’s so fond of her that he wants to do
more than ever she could ask him. And then, Randall’s a mighty just man,
and he’s always most just when he’s most tempted.”
He looked down at me sidelong and silence fell between us. It was broken
by the footfall of the nurse along the passage. I asked him quickly when
I should be well enough to be moved.
“You’re some better now, but we mustn’t think of moving you yet, though,
of course, you must go at the earliest.” Towards midnight the nurse took
my temperature. I saw that she was surprised, for she took it a second
time. “Have you any pain?” she asked me.
Randall Carpenter came in and they went away together. I lay staring up
at the ceiling, my hands clenched and my eyes burning. They all knew; I
alone was ignorant of what things I had said.
A carriage came bowling up the driveway. I recognized whose it was, for
I had become familiar with the horse’s step. The doctor came into the
room; as he bent over me our eyes met. I clutched his arm and he stooped
lower. “Stay and talk with me,” I whispered. “You all look at me and
none of you will tell me. I can’t bear it--can’t bear it any longer.”
“What can’t you bear?”
“Not knowing.”
When he had told them that there was no change for the worse and had
sent them back to bed, he came and sat down beside me. The lights in the
room were extinguished, save for a reading lamp in a far corner where
the nurse had been sitting.
“I guess something’s troubling you. Take your time and tell me slowly.
I’ll sure help you, if I can.”
“Doctor, you know about me and Mrs. Carpenter?”
“I reckon you’re sort of fond of her--is that it?”
I buried my face against the cool pillow. I dared not look at him, but
he signaled me courage with the pressure of his hand.
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