One afternoon I heard her voice at the door, asking “Nurth, how ith
Dante?” The nurse had left the room for a moment, so no one answered
her question. I heard the door pushed wider, and stealthy feet slipping
across the carpet. Round the edge of the screen came the excited face
and little shining head. I held out my hand to her and tried to speak.
Then I tried again and whispered, “Dorrie! Dorrie darling!”
She took my hand in both her small ones, trying to mask the fear which
my changed appearance caused her. “Dear Dante,” she whispered, “I’m tho
thorry.”
“Kiss me, Dorrie,” I said.
“Dear Dante, you’ll get better, won’t you? For my thake, Dante! Then
we’ll play together, like we uthed to.” Tears trickled down her flushed
cheeks as she questioned.
As her soft lips brushed me and her silky curls fell about my forehead,
I felt for the first time that my grip on life was coming back. Lying
there thinking things over confusedly, it had seemed hardly worth while
trying to get better. It seemed worth while, now that I was reminded
that there was such beautiful innocence as Dorrie’s in the world.
When the nurse came back a few moments later, she shook her head at
Dorrie reproachfully and tried to take her away from me.
“But he wanths me,” cried Dorrie in self-defense, and I kept fast hold
of her.
After that I began to gather strength. I noticed that as I threw off my
lethargy, Vi’s visits grew less frequent. When she came her manner
was restrained; she entered hurriedly and made it appear that her only
reason for coming was to confer with the nurse. At first I would follow
her about with my eyes; but when I found how much it embarrassed her, I
pretended to be dozing when I heard her enter.
I could not understand how I came to be in Randall Carpenter’s house. I
dared not ask Vi or her husband; my presence implied too much already. I
was afraid to ask the nurse; I did not know how much I should be telling
by my question. There seemed to be a polite conspiracy of silence
against me. I wondered where it would all end.
I had grown to like the old doctor. He was a shrewd, wise, serious man.
He never spoke a word of religion, yet he made his religion felt by his
kindness. As he went about his work, he would become chatty, trying
to rouse my interest. He spoke a good deal about himself and told me
anecdotes of scenes which he had lived through in the War, when he had
been a surgeon in the Northern army. Out of his old tired eyes he would
watch me narrowly; I began to feel that he understood.
One day I whispered to him to send away the nurse. He invented an errand
for her, saying that he would stay with me till she returned. When she
had gone, he closed the door carefully and came and sat down on the side
of the bed. “Now, what is it, my boy?”
“What happened, doctor?”
He pursed his lips judicially and looked away from me for a full minute,
as though he would escape answering; then his eyes came back and I saw
that he was going to tell.
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