All one day in the height of summer we had wandered, across meadows
and by unfrequented by-roads, too content to pay heed to where we were
going; when evening overtook us we were miles from home. It was too late
to turn back, unless we walked on to the nearest village and hired a
trap and drove. Lilith scouted the proposal with scornful eyes as too
utterly conventional. We would make a camp for the night and return
to-morrow.
There, alone in the open, with great clouds thumbing the western sky,
and birds sinking into tree-tops singing, “Home, home, home,” life
liberated itself and rose in the throat as though it had never been
bound and civilized. We spoke only in monosyllables; even words were a
form of captivity. Collecting brushwood, we built our fire and ate our
meal between the walls of bushes. Slowly the silver trumpet of the moon
rose above leafy spires.
We made a strange pair, Lilith and I--she the untamed savage, gloriously
responsive, and I, for all my attitudes of mind, outwardly the sluggish
product of reserve and education. Through the gray smoke I watched her,
with her red shawl falling from her splendid shoulders, her glittering
ear-rings and her large soft eyes. I told myself stories about her quite
in the old childish vein. I recalled how the Bantam and I had always
been hoping to find her. What fun it would be to vanish for a time,
leaving responsibilities behind, and to take to the road together! White
mists, rising from the meadows, erected a tent about us which towered to
the sky. Here in the open was privacy from the impertinent knocking of
destiny.
But she was not thinking of me. Her eyes gazed far away. Her arm was
hollowed and her head bowed, as though a little one pressed against her.
With her right hand she fumbled at her breast, loosening her bodice. Her
body swayed slowly to and fro in a soothing, rocking motion. I had seen
her like this before when she thought no one was looking.
Leaning forward I plucked a twig from the fire to light my pipe. She
threw herself back from me startled and sprang to her feet. “Don’t touch
me.” Her voice was hoarse and choking.
Looking up from where I sat, I saw that her bosom panted and that her
nostrils were quivering with animal fright. But it was her eyes that
told me; they were wide and fixed like those of one who has been roused
from sleep, and is not yet fully awake.
“I wasn’t trying to touch you, Lil. I’m your pal, girl, Dante Cardover.”
When I spoke she came to herself and recognized me. Her fear vanished
and her arms fell limp to her side. “I’m goin’.”
“But what’s the trouble? I thought we were to camp here to-night.”
“Dun know.” She swept back the hair from her forehead and drew her
shawl tighter. “I dun this before, just the two of us--and it didn’t end
happy.”
“But not with me.”
“Afore ever I knew you, silly. When I was little more’n a child--long
time ago.”
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