We stamped out the fire before we left, and stole silently across the
moonlit meadows. She walked ahead at first in defiance; presently,
ashamed of the distrust she had shown, she fell back and we traveled
side by side.
“Lil, I watched you; you were dreaming that you had your little baby
back.”
She placed her hand in mine, but she gave me no answer.
“Who was he--the man who did this to you long ago, when you camped alone
together?”
She turned her face away; her voice shook with passion. “I don’t have to
tell you; you know ’im.”
The people were few with whom we were both acquainted. I ran over the
names in my mind; the truth flashed out on me.
“Was it because of that you wouldn’t camp at Woadley?”
She bent her head, but the cloud of hatred in her face would have told
me.
After learning this new fact about Halloway, he was never long absent
from my mind; for Lilith, though we never referred to him and she had
at no time mentioned him by name, was a continual reminder. I became
familiar with his doings through the papers. He was making a mark for
himself in politics; there was even a talk that he might find a seat
in the cabinet. I read of Lady Halloway’s seconding of her husband’s
ambitions. From time to time her portrait was printed among those of
society hostesses. But this Ruthita was unreal to me; she had nothing
to do with the shy girl-friend whom I had known. Of the true Ruthita I
learnt nothing.
I often wondered what was the condition of affairs between herself and
Halloway. Was she happy? Was he kind? Was it possible that she should
have outlived her first judgment of him? Perhaps all this outward
display of success had its hidden emptiness. Behind Halloway lay a host
of ruined lives, Lilith’s among them, the waste of which he could not
justify.
I had been five years at Woadley, when my work made it necessary that I
should spend some weeks in London in order to be near libraries. It was
just after Christmas that I came to town. With my usual clinging to
old associations, I took rooms at Chelsea, almost within sight of the
mansion which had witnessed my uncle’s brief reign of splendor. From my
windows I could see the turgid river sweeping down to Westminster,
and the nurse-girls with perambulators and scarlet dots of soldiers
loitering beneath bare trees of the Embankment.
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