We passed out, leaving them gaping after us. I helped her into her
furs and took my place beside her in the coupé. Before we were out of
earshot, the gipsy orchestra had swung into a new frenzy.
Once Vi had kept me from Fiesole; now Fiesole was taking me from Vi. And
these two women who, through me, had influenced one another’s destinies,
had never met. They were hostile types.
CHAPTER VIII--LA BELLE DAME SANS MERCI
I was at a loss what to say to her. Words could not bridge the gulf of
more than five years that separated us. Now that anger had subsided, my
genius for self-ridicule was at work. What a fool I had made of myself;
how supremely silly I must appear in her eyes! It would be in all the
papers to-morrow. How would she like that? Where was she taking me and
why? Had she come with me simply to get me out of a public place before
I committed worse violence?
I pieced together phrases of apology and explanation, but remained
tongue-tied. To express the emotions that stormed in my mind all words
seemed insincere and inadequate. I was not sufficiently certain of her
to venture either speech or action. I was fearful lest her mood might
change to one of amusement. My nerves were on edge--I dared not risk
that.
Noiseless as a ghost in a dream-world, the electric coupé drifted up the
dully gleaming boulevard. I leant against the padded back and watched
her. She sat erect, splendidly self-possessed, her profile framed in
the carriage-window with the stealthy lights of Paris slipping by
for background. Now she was no more than a blurred outline; now
the acetylene-lamps of a swiftly moving car flashed on her like a
search-light; now the twinkling incandescence of an illumined café flung
jewels in her hair; now her face rested like sculptured ivory on the
velvet blackness of the night. She was immobile; even the slender
fingers clasped together in her lap never stirred. Our silence had
lasted so long that it had ceased to be fragile; it rose between us, a
wall of ice.
We drew up against the curb. I had but a vague idea of where we
were--near the Bois, I conjectured. Tall houses stood in shuttered
dumbness along one side; on the other, trees shrank beneath the primrose
dusk of arc-lights. She stepped out, ignoring my proffered assistance.
She crossed the pavement and tapped; as the door swung back I followed
her under an archway into a dim courtyard. Having mounted several
flights of stairs, she tapped again. To the sleepy maid who opened she
whispered hurriedly. The maid discreetly fell behind.
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