Hastily I undressed, tossing my rags beside hers. I waded out to where
she was standing. The night air was chilly. She gave me her hand and
drew me to her. Placing me before her, so that I could gaze into the
pond like a mirror, she chanted over and over a low, wild tune. She
peered above my shoulders. At first I could see only my own reflection
and hers. Then, as she sang, the water moved, the inky blackness
reddened; I forgot everything, the cold, Lilith, my terror, and lived
only in that which was coming.
In the bottom of the pool, infinitely distant, a picture grew. It came
so near that I thought it would touch me; I became a part of it. I saw
my mother. She was seated by a fire in an unlighted room. A little boy
lay in her lap with his arms about her. She glanced up at me smiling
faintly, gazing into my eyes directly. For a moment I saw her
distinctly, and caught again the fragrance of violets that clung about
her. The water rippled and the vision died away in smoke and cloud.
Lilith gathered me to her cold wet breast and carried me to the shore
and dressed me. Without knowing why, I knew that this was a happening
that I must not tell.
We returned to camp. Woods were stirring. Shadows were thinning. Dawn
was breaking. The coldness in the air became intense. We threw branches
on the fire and blew the smoldering embers, till sparks began to fly
and twigs to crackle. Lilith sat with me in her arms, and hushed and
mothered me. I was not ashamed; for five years I had wanted just that.
I was glad that she understood. Ruthita could not see me; nobody but the
dawn would ever know. So I fell asleep and went back to the fragrance of
violets, the fire, and the cosy darkened room.
CHAPTER VIII--RECAPTURED
Ruthita and I were terribly puzzled about that baby. We couldn’t make
out how it had found its way into the world. We supposed that God had
made a mistake in sending it to Lilith, and that was why He had taken it
back.
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