She was silent for so long that I began to drowse. I awoke with the
tightening of her arms about me. When I lifted my face to hers, she
commenced to kiss me passionately. “You shall. You shall,” she said.
“I’ll make a gipsy of you, so you’ll always remember and never be
content with their closed-in world. They’ll take you from me to-morrow,
but your heart will never be theirs.”
I didn’t understand, but at dawn she showed me. Frost lay on the ground.
Every little blade of grass was stiff and sword-like. It was as though
the hair of the world had turned white from shock and was standing on
end.
She led me away through the tall stark forest to a glade so secret that
no one could observe us. At first I thought she was escaping with me,
carrying me off to her gipsy-land. But she made me kneel down beside
her. As the sun wheeled above the cold horizon she snatched a little
knife from beneath her dress, and pricked her wrist and mine so that
they bled. She held her hand beneath our wrists, catching the blood in
her palm so it mingled. Then she let it drip through her fingers, making
scarlet stains on the frosted turf.
As it fell she spoke to the grass and the trees and the air, telling
them that I was hers and, because our blood was mingled, was one of
them. “Whenever he hears your voice,” she said, “it will speak to him
of me. If he goes where you do not grow, oh grass, then the trees shall
call him back. If he goes where you do not grow, oh trees, then the wind
shall tell him. His hand shall be as ours, against the works of men.
When he hears your voice, oh grass, or your voice, oh trees, or your
voice, oh winds, he shall turn his face from walls and come back. Though
he leaves us he shall always hear us calling, for he is ours!”
And it seemed to me when her voice had ceased that I heard the grass
nodding its head. From the dawn came a breath of wind, sweeping through
the trees, stooping their leafless branches as though they gave assent.
That morning for the first time we had breakfast in the caravan. After
breakfast Lilith and I went out together, hand-in-hand. G’liath was
harnessing in his donkey. We watched him drive down the road and vanish.
I did not want to go back and he knew it; he looked ashamed of
himself. The country was bitter and cheerless; it had an atmosphere of
parting--everything was withered. Birds huddled close on branches with
ruffled feathers. Fields were harsh and cracked.
“Little brother,” Lilith said, “one day you will be a man. Until then
they will keep you prisoner and try to make you forget all the things
which you and I have learnt. They will tell you that the trees have no
voices: that it is only the wind that stirs them. They will tell you
that rivers are only water flowing. But remember that out in the open
they are all waiting for you, and that the other people who have no
bodies are there.”
I thought of the picture I had seen in the pool and knew what she meant.
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