When we got to Pope Lane it must have been very late. I suppose I fell
asleep on the journey, for I remember nothing more until the light
flashed in my eyes and my father was bending over me. Ruthita wasn’t
there; she had been left already at her mother’s house. My father had me
in his arms. He was standing in the hall. The door was wide open and my
uncle was going down the steps, calling “Good-night” as he went. Behind
me I could see Hetty peering over the banisters in a gray flannel
nightdress--her night-dresses were all of gray flannel. When my father
turned, she scuttled away like a frightened rabbit.
He carried me into his study--just as I was, clad in my gipsy rags--and
closed the door behind him with a slam. His lamp on the table was turned
low. The floor was littered with books and papers. A fire in the hearth
was burning brightly. He drew up an easy-chair to the blaze and sat
down, still holding me to him. I was always timid with my father,
especially when we were alone together. This time I was very conscious
of wrong-doing. I waited to hear him say something; but he remained
silent, staring into the fire. The lamp flickered lower and lower, and
went out.
“Father, I--I didn’t mean to hurt you.”
Then I saw that he was crying. His tears splashed down. His face had
lost that stem look. I was shaken by his sobs as he held me.
“Little son. My little son,” he whispered.
The room grew fainter. The pictures on the walls became shadowy. My eyes
opened and closed. When I awoke the gray light of morning was stealing
in at the window. The fire had fallen away in ashes. The air was chilly.
My father was sitting in the easy-chair, his head sunk forward--but his
arms were still about me.
CHAPTER IX--THE SNOW LADY
My father never asked me why I had run away or where I had gone.
His tongue was ever stubborn at loving with words. With Hetty it was
different. When my father had wakened and let me out of his arms to go
upstairs and dress, she caught me into her bosom and half-smothered me,
scolding and comforting by turns. Her corsets hurt me and her starched
print-dress was harsh; I was glad when she left off and set me down on
the bed.
“And who ever ’eard the likes o’ that,” she said: “a little boy to run
away from his dear Pa and take with ’im a little sweet-’eart as we
never knew ’e ’ad. Oh, the deceit of children for all they looks so
h’innercent! And ’ere was your dear Pa a-tearin’ all the ’air out of
’is ’ead. And ’ere was me and John--we couldn’t do no work and
we couldn’t do nothin’ for thinkin’ where you’d went. And there was you
a-livin’ with those dirty gipsies and wearin’ their dirty rags------”
“They’re not dirty,” I interrupted, “and I shan’t like you if you talk
like that.”
“Well, I’m only tellin’ you the truth; you was always perwerse and
’eadstrong.”
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