After about an hour’s driving, he broke the silence with a kindly effort
to make conversation. He told me that we were on the Great North Road,
where there used to be highwaymen. He spoke of Dick Turpin and some of
his exploits. He pointed out a public-house at which highwaymen used to
stay. He could not stir my imagination--it was otherwise occupied. I
was wondering why I should be sent to school, if my going made everyone
unhappy. I was picturing the snug nursery, with the lamp unlighted, and
the fire burning, and Ruthita seated all alone on the rug before the
fire.
We left the Great North Road, striking across country, through frosty
lanes. My uncle ceased speaking; he himself was uninterested in what he
had been saying. We passed groups of children playing before clustered
cottages, and laborers plodding homeward whistling. It seemed strange to
me that they should all be so cheerful and should not realize what was
happening inside me.
We came in sight of the Red House. It could be seen at a great distance,
for it stood out gauntly on the crest of Eden Hill, and the sunset lay
behind it. In the lowlands night was falling; lights were springing
up, twinkling cheerfully. But the Red House did not impress me as
cheerful--it had no lights, and struck me with the chill and repression
that one feels in passing by a prison.
“Well, old chap, we’re nearly there,” said my uncle with a futile
attempt to be jolly.
I darted out my hand and dragged on the reins. “Don’t--don’t drive so
fast. Let Dollie walk.”
He looked down at me slantwise. “You’ve got to be brave, old chap.
Nothing’s as bad as it seems at the time. Nothing’s so bad that it
can’t be lived through. Why, one day you’ll be looking back and telling
yourself that these were your happiest days.”
Despite his optimisms, he did as I requested and let Dollie walk the
rest of the way. While she climbed the hill, we got out and walked
beside her. My uncle put his hand in his pocket, and drew out a
half-crown. He balanced it in his palm; tossed it; put it back into his
pocket; drew it out again. “Here, Dante,” he said at last, “see what
I’ve found. You’d best take it.”
As we approached nearer, he was again moved to generosity. He was moved
three times, to be exact; each time he considered the matter carefully,
then rushed the coin at me. He gave me seven shillings in all. I am sure
he could ill afford them.
At the top of the hill he beckoned me to jump into the trap. It was
fitting, I suppose, that we should drive up to my place of confinement
grandly. Then a great idea seized me. My box was under the seat behind.
I had all my belongings with me. There were no walls to restrain us now.
“Uncle,” I whispered, “I don’t want to go there. You once said you were
tired of houses. Why shouldn’t we run away?”
He heard the tremble in my voice. He lifted me in beside him and drove
along the outside of the school-walls, not entering at the gate.
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