These conversations usually took place in the keeping-room at night. The
shutters of the shop had been put up. The gas was unlighted. The flames
of the fire, dancing in the grate, split the darkness into shadows which
groped across the walls. Everything was hushed and cozy. My Grannie,
seated opposite to me, on the other side of the fireplace, would bend
forward in her chair as she talked; when she came to exciting passages
her little gray curls would bob, or to passages of sentiment she would
remove her shiny spectacles to wipe her eyes. If she stopped at a loss
for the next topic, all I had to say was, “And how did Sir Charles
Evrard look, Grannie, when he came to you that first morning after they
had run away?”
“He looked, as he has always looked, my dear, an aristocrat.”
“But how did he treat you? Wasn’t he angry?”
“Angry with a woman! Certainly not. He treated me like a courtly
gentleman--with respect. He dismounts and comes into my shop as
leisurely as though he had only stepped in to exchange the greetings
of the day. He raises his hat to me as he enters. ‘A fine day, Mrs.
Cardover,’ he says.
“‘A fine day, Sir Charles, but inclined to blow up squally,’ says I.
“Then he turns his face away and inquires, ‘If it’s not troubling you,
can I see your son this morning?’
“‘He went to London early,’ says I.
“He puts his hand to his throat quickly, as if he were choking. Then he
asks huskily, still not looking at me, ‘Did he go alone?’
“‘That, Sir Charles, is more than I can say.’
“‘Quite right. Quite right.’ And he speaks so quickly that he startles
me.
“Then he turns round, trying to smile, and shows me a face all old and
pale. ‘A very fine day for someone; but it’s true what you say, it’ll
blow up squally later.’
“And with that he leaves me, raising his hat, and rides away.”
“And you knew all the time?” I ask.
“We both knew all the time,” she replies.
During the daytime we went through the flat wind-swept country on
excursions to Woadley Hall. Our hope was that we might meet Sir Charles,
and that he would recognize me. Unfortunately, on the afternoon of my
arrival he had a hunting accident, and kept the house during all the
period of my stay. My nearest approach to seeing him was one evening,
when the winter dusk had gathered early; I hid in the shrubbery outside
the library and saw his shadow fall across the blind. He seemed to stand
near the window listening. We were not more than two yards separated. I
wonder, did some instinct, subtler than the five senses, let him know of
the starved yearning that was calling to him out there in the dark?
How those long watches in Woadley Park stirred up memories, and made my
mother live again!
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