When the week had expired, I returned to Pope Lane. The offer was
re-debated and at last accepted. I went back to the Red House and there
learnt the fickleness of popularity. My uncle’s downfall had caused me
to become a far less exalted person. My influence was gone; a period of
persecution threatened. The Bantam alone stood by me; even in his eyes I
was a Samson shorn of his glory. The renewed, half-shy interest taken in
me by the Creature was a doubtful asset. Our friendship was a coalition
of two weaknesses, and resulted in nothing profitable in the way of
social strength. He did his best to make things up to me. He was almost
womanly in his kindness. Now that Lady Zion was gone he felt a great
emptiness in life; he borrowed me that, in some measure, I might fill
her place. He told Sneard that he wished to coach me that I might sit
for a scholarship at Oxford. Permission was granted, so we both got off
prep.
Evening after evening I would spend at his cottage, the lamp lighted and
the books spread out on the table. He decided that I was not much good
at natural science, and declared that I must specialize in history. He
was a genius in his way, and had amazing stores of information. When he
overcame his hesitating shyness, he showed himself a scholar of erudite
knowledge and intrepid imagination. He had a passion for antiquity that
amounted to idolatry, and a faculty which was almost uncanny for making
the dead world live again. While he spoke I would forget his shabbiness,
his chalk-stained hands, uncouth gestures, and revolting untidiness. He
was a magician who unlocked the doors of the storied past; he owned the
right-of-way through all men’s minds, from Homer to Herbert Spencer.
When he spoke of soldiers, his air was bullying and defiant. But it was
when he spoke of women that he spoke with his heart. Then, all unaware
of what he was doing, he pulled aside the curtains and let me gaze in
upon the empty rooms of his life. It was he who pointed out to me that,
with rare exceptions, it is not the virtuous but only the beautiful
women that the world remembers.
It was odd to think what images of loveliness went to and fro behind
that soiled mask of outward personality, in the hidden temples of
his brain. The Creature was a man you had to love or dislike, to know
altogether or not to know at all. In that last year and a half at the
Red House, when he tapped me on the shoulder and led me away by the
revelation of his curious secret charm, I got both to know and to love
him.
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