The Gaspards of Pine Croft: A Romance of the WindermereConnor, Ralph
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The Gaspards of Pine Croft: A Romance of the Windermere
Connor, Ralph
British Columbia -- Fiction; Canadian fiction -- 20th century
“Why did you not tell me you had a woman, a wife?” replied the woman,
her voice low, soft, but firm as his own.
“You speak good English,” he answered, astonished. “Where did you
learn?”
“I spent two years at the mission school. I worked hard, very hard. I
wanted to——” She hesitated, and then added in a bitter tone. “I made a
mistake. I thought you were a good man. I did not know you.”
For a few minutes the man stood voiceless before her. He was not a bad
man, much less a heartless man. Five years ago, on a hunting trip in the
far north land, as the result of an accident he had made a long stay
with a band of Chippewayan Indians, the lords of the Athabasca country.
Cared for and nursed back to strength in the wigwam of the chief, he had
played the villain as many another white man had, without thought of
consequence. Today he stood convicted, appalled in the presence, not of
a squaw who could be easily appeased with gifts and who would think
herself very well off were the gifts sufficiently generous, but of a
woman, beautiful, proud, speaking his own tongue with ease and, in her
soft Indian intonation, even with charm. In her arms was his child, a
fact stubborn, insistent of recognition, with possibility of
overwhelming disaster.
For in his mind the one thought obliterating all others was that of his
wife. Should this terrible and shameful fact come to her knowledge, what
would be the result? He pictured the reaction in her, of horror,
loathing, repulsion. For well he knew her lofty sense of right, her
Puritan holiness of spirit. She would despise him beyond hope of
restoring. She could never bear to look upon him, much less allow him to
touch her. She would pity him, but never more could she regard him with
that adoring love which had been to him the supreme joy and satisfaction
of his life. Without her love, life for him would be over. His mind,
with one swift, comprehending glance, scanned the future years, and from
the desolation his soul shrank back in fear. No! If she came to know,
there was only one way out for him—the coward’s way, but he would take
it. He could meet hell, but life without her love and with her pity and
loathing would be worse than any hell he could imagine.
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