The Gaspards of Pine Croft: A Romance of the WindermereConnor, Ralph
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The Gaspards of Pine Croft: A Romance of the Windermere
Connor, Ralph
British Columbia -- Fiction; Canadian fiction -- 20th century
He smiled at his recent terror. But again, even as he smiled, deep
within him there was an uneasy stirring that his terrors would come upon
him again when his mood had changed. For the present he had shaken from
him his fear. He would meet his wife with a quiet face and a steady eye.
He sprang to his feet. He must get home quickly. The lunch hour was long
since past, and explanations would be expected. Well, they were easy: he
had carried the woman’s bundle to her camp by the Big Rapid. He set off,
whistling bravely a merry lilt. A sudden memory killed the song at his
lips. There was his son Paul. He had witnessed the meeting with the
Indian woman. Just what had been said and done, he could not well
remember, the shock of the meeting had been so overpowering. The boy’s
powers of perception were uncanny and, too, he was free of speech,
terribly so. What had he noticed? What were the boy’s thoughts about
that meeting and conversation? That there had been previous acquaintance
had been made clear. Had he not called her by her Indian name? He was
almost sure he had. He could not deny acquaintance. Well! It was safest
not to deny too much. Of course, he had met her and her people in his
wanderings, had hunted with her tribe—very decent lot they were too,
they had done him a good turn and were great friends of his. There must
be no mystery about this. Yes, he would take Paul to visit their camp
some day, as doubtless the boy would demand. But he would take care that
the camp would be deserted on the day of the visit. It was all simple
enough. Why make such a fuss about it? The main consideration was to get
the Indian woman and her people out of the country with all speed, and
that he could accomplish without much difficulty. When he had arrived at
this satisfactory conclusion, however, he made the disturbing discovery
that that vast sense of relief, that scorn of himself and of his
childish terror, which had cheered him half an hour ago, had largely
evaporated from his spirit, and once more the haunting dread of
discovery was upon him. Once more he found himself visualising the
accusing face, the steady, disquieting eye of his wife. Again he cursed
himself for a fool.
“Imagination! My damned imagination!” he muttered, as he smashed his way
through the bushes. “Look here, this will not do,” he said aloud, coming
to a dead stop. “I must get hold of myself.”
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