The Gaspards of Pine Croft: A Romance of the WindermereConnor, Ralph
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The Gaspards of Pine Croft: A Romance of the Windermere
Connor, Ralph
British Columbia -- Fiction; Canadian fiction -- 20th century
“I don’t care,” said Peg serenely. Already she was revelling in the
thrills which would follow her tale. “Oh, Paul, you were awful mad,
weren’t you?” said Peg with a delighted shiver at the memory of Paul’s
terrible outburst. Never had he used such dreadful words in all his
life, no matter what the provocation. Indeed, she had often heard him
gloatingly predict Asa’s post mortem state because of his indulgence in
that very same sort of language.
“Oh, shut up!” said Paul rudely. “It was all your fault.”
“I know it was, Paul,” replied Peg sweetly. She understood quite well
what Paul meant, and she was not a little pleased that she had been the
occasion of Paul’s moral downfall, the depth of which was but the
measure of his regard for her. She was never quite sure of her standing
with Paul when Adelina was about. Adelina was so much stronger and
braver and could do so many more things that boys could do. Too often
had she endured silent agonies of jealousy and humiliation over Paul’s
evident admiration of Adelina’s many masculine virtues. Today she was
quite sure that Paul would never have flung himself headlong from his
pinnacle of moral rectitude for Adelina’s sake. Her mother might be “mad
at her,” might indeed punish her. In her present mood of exaltation she
felt she would enjoy punishment. Paul glanced at her face, puzzled not a
little at her pleased serenity, and all the more deeply enraged because
of that serenity.
“It was your fault,” he repeated, “and I just know I’ll have to
repent—or go to hell. And I don’t want to repent. I just hate to.”
“Oh, never mind, Paul,” comforted Peg. “I don’t think God will care
about Asa. He’s just a horrid boy, and he’s going to hell anyway, you
know.”
But this view of the matter brought Paul little cheer. Not but that he
was quite clear in his mind as to Asa’s destiny, but he was equally
clear that he could not keep up his feeling of righteous indignation
against him, that in very truth before he went to sleep that night he
would have to repent, a thought most distasteful to him. He turned
wrathfully upon his companion.
“Much you know about it,” he said scornfully, and, disdaining further
conversation with her, he set off again at a gallop, lest he should fail
of keeping his “point of honour” engagement.
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