"I am glad to learn you have found it so. Weather has always appeared to
me an accident, unworthy, save in its scientific aspects, of attention.
Yet I understand that it exercises strong influence on certain
temperaments--emotional temperaments, I apprehend, undisciplined by
reason. That the weather to-day has affected you agreeably is matter for
congratulation, since it will have helped to mitigate the tedium of a
small portion of this period of waiting."
"Oh! there's not much tedium," Laurence answered. He looked across at
the elder man smiling very pleasantly.--"I'm beginning to find things
here a little too dramatic, if anything. You were good enough to tell me
that you found me interesting last night, sir. I only wish I could be
half as interesting to you, as you, and your house, and the whole state
of affairs here is to me."
"You find it distinctly interesting?" Mr. Rivers inquired, but whether
in approval or disapproval Laurence could not determine.
"Unquestionably," he answered. "The house is cram full of treasures. And
there are unexpected influences in it, which get hold of one's
imagination. It stands alone in my experience, unlike any place I have
ever known."
The elder man sunk further back against the pillows, and, with one long,
thin hand, drew the violet, fur-lined dressing-gown closer across his
knees as though cold.
"Indeed. Have I divorced myself and my surroundings so completely from
the ordinary habits of my contemporaries?"
"You've been strong enough to follow your own tastes and lead your own
life, and that has produced something unique, something as finished as
it is apart. Of course, this provokes a lot of criticism. Other people,
I observe, recognise that it is unique too."
"Other people?" Mr. Rivers said loftily. "I have never entertained."
"Exactly," Laurence answered. "That's where part of the uniqueness comes
in. We mostly herd together like sheep in a pen, and can't be easy
unless we're rubbing sides."--He paused a moment. "Your refusal to rub
sides causes great searchings of heart, I assure you. The poor, little
parson here, for instance, is tormented by the idea that it is his duty
to the Almighty, and to the Church of England, and to his own abnormally
developed conscience, to raid you and do a little spiritual gardening in
the neglected flower-beds of your soul."
"My soul is my own," Mr. Rivers observed. "That is, if the term soul is,
strictly speaking, admissible. Conscious consciousness is all that I can
predicate of my other than physical existence."
"The little parson's point of view is quite different. He is by no means
backward in predication. He is quite sure you have a soul; but whether
it is your own, or whether it doesn't belong to him as curate-in-charge
of Stoke Rivers, he is not at all sure. He has strong leanings to the
latter belief, I fancy."
"These are puerilities."
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