"Listen to me," he said. "We are strangers to one another--so strangely
strangers that I half distrust the evidence of my senses, as, only too
conceivably, you distrust the evidence of yours. I don't pretend to
understand what distance of time, or space, or conditions, separates us.
I only know that I see you, and that you are unhappy, and that you
search for something you are unable to find.--Look here, look
here--listen to me and try to lay hold of this idea--that I am a friend,
not an enemy; that I come to help, not to hinder you. Try to enter into
some sort of relation with me. Try to cross the gulf which seems to lie
between us. Try to believe that you have found some one who will keep
faith with you, and do his best to serve you; and believing that, put
sorrow out of your face--"
He stopped suddenly. When he began speaking he might have been
addressing a sleep-walker or a person in a trance. There was no
speculation in her sweet eyes. They were wild with a wondering distress,
looking on him as though not seeing him. But as he continued to plead
with her--speaking slowly, pausing at the close of each sentence in the
hope that the sense of his words might so reach and arrest her--a
gradual change came over her aspect, as of one awakening from prolonged
and troubled slumber. There was a dawning of intelligence in her
expression, as in that of a little child first struggling to apprehend
and measure, not by means of its senses merely, but in obedience to the
conscious effort of its mind. The drooping corners of the mouth
straightened, turned upward, the lips breaking into a timid, questioning
smile. She stretched herself a little, clenched her fists gently, rubbed
her eyes with them in innocent, baby fashion, stretched again, and then
looked full at Laurence--a woman shy, diffident, but in possession of
her faculties, expectant, and alive.
"Yes--yes--there, that's right. Now you look, as you used to, look as
you should," he exclaimed, his voice low, shaken with very vital
excitement. He felt as when--once or twice--bringing a racing yacht in
to the finish, a fair spread of blue water between her stern and her
competitor's bows, he had felt her pace quicken while the tiller
throbbed and danced under his hand. A buoyancy of heart, a delicious
conviction of successful attainment was upon him. Sportsman and poet
alike rejoiced in Laurence just then, and the spiritual side of his
nature was touched as well. He seemed to have witnessed a glad
resurrection, enforcing belief in the immortality of the soul, as he
gazed on this lovely face in which reason, hope, even gaiety, were so
visibly born anew.
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