"I beg your pardon, sir, but I have been up twice already and received
no answer," he said, his manner correct and respectful as ever, but his
face wearing, for once, an expression of quite human solicitude--or was
it curiosity? "I spoke to Mr. Renshaw and Mr. Lowndes, and they
considered it advisable that I should enter, sir. Mr. Renshaw and Mr.
Lowndes felt, with me, not quite comfortable, sir, knowing your habit of
early rising."
Watkins set down the tray carefully, turning out the corners of the fine
napkin which covered it.
"Your tea, your letters, sir," he added, and then paused.
Laurence tried to rouse himself. Shipboard and the pounding engines were
a delusion clearly. But was the night of sweet converse, and the
flitting away of a rose-clad, slender figure at the first flush of dawn,
a delusion likewise?
"Oh yes, thanks, Watkins, I am all right," he said absently. "I've slept
late, have I? What time is it?"
"Between ten minutes and a quarter past eleven when I passed through the
hall," the man answered. "Any orders for the stables, sir?"
Laurence was tearing open his letters. One was addressed in his wife's
large and elaborate hand. Laughing at her, one day before their
marriage, he had declared that did she possess half the amount of
character suggested by these opulent hieroglyphics, there would
positively be no getting to the end of it, so that his work clearly was
cut out for him for the rest of his natural life. Now the sight of that
handwriting--though he had possibly ceased to regard it as a perfectly
trustworthy index to its writer's personality--affected him with a
movement of vague self-reproach. For, as sleep left him, Laurence
entertained less and less doubt of the actuality of the existence of his
rose-clad fairy-lady; or of the fact that he had spent hours with
her--hours, blameless it is true, yet beautiful beyond all remembered
hours of his experience. And though he had done no wrong, yet the very
beauty of those hours--since she had not shared it--constituted a
certain subtle, subjective infidelity towards his wife. This pricked his
conscience the more, that he perceived Virginia must have written to him
by the very next mail, but three days after he had sailed. And that was
rather charming and thoughtful of her, for she had innumerable
engagements claiming her time and attention, and was by no means
addicted to anxiety regarding the absent. "Why should she worry," as she
remarked at parting, "everybody was always crossing now, and you hardly
ever heard of any one not getting to the other side safely enough."
Therefore it seemed to Laurence it would be a duty, perhaps also a
little salve to his conscience, to do something pleasing--however
remotely--to Virginia. He had an order for the stables. He would ride
over to luncheon with her friend and admirer, Mrs. Bellingham, at
Bishop's Pudbury.
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