The lady looked at the bright young creature before her, and a greyish
pallor overspread her face. For some moments, as if not grasping the
full purport of the question, she remained silent. When she did speak
it was in a low dreamy voice, as though her thoughts were far away.
"Yes, child! I loved once, but it led to nothing but madness and
despair. He was a god in my eyes, as this vagrant is in yours. But his
noble looks hid a base soul. He lied and plotted, and made me what I
am. For his sake have I been condemned to this living tomb for these
long, long, dreary years. I was young and fair when I came here. Look
at me now--look at me now!"
Overmastered by her passion, she rose to her feet and clenched her
hands in impotent rage. Anger gave her momentary strength, and she
paced up and down the long gallery like a panther in its cage.
"There is no honour, no justice, no love, in this world!" she
cried in a fierce voice. "Those who say there are such things lie. Who
knows that better than I? To be tricked and betrayed and rendered
unhappy--that is the lot of women. There is no hope for me--no escape.
As I sowed, so have I reaped; and plentiful--plentiful has been the
harvest of my sins. Child, child! go not near this man. Avoid him as
you would a viper. If you neglect my warning----"
She raised her hands in menace and looked at the girl. Something in
Meg's face arrested the fury of her passion, and, letting her arms
fall, she returned to her chair. It was not her duty to give Meg to
eat of the tree of knowledge, and she abruptly stopped those
confessions which hinted at sin and punishment.
"Don't heed me, child--don't heed me," she said feverishly. "I talk at
random. Bring this man here and let me see him. I will then be able to
tell you if he is as you think. But I doubt it--I doubt it."
"Will you see him, Miss Linisfarne?"
"No, no! Bring him to this gallery. I dare not speak to him face to
face, but view him from a distance. That will be sufficient for me! I
love you, Meg, as though you were my own child, and would not have
your heart tortured as mine has been. There, there! Go, child--go!
Leave me here; I wish to be alone."
Meg bent over her for a moment and kissed her cold forehead, then
flitted rapidly away in obedience to the order. When her footsteps
died away, Miss Linisfarne lifted her haggard face, and, clinging to
the wall, advanced a few steps to where a mirror was placed. This gave
back the reflection of a pale face, grey hair, and eyes filled with
anguish. At the sight a moan escaped from her lips.
"Oh, my lost beauty!" she sobbed; "oh, my lost beauty!"
CHAPTER XIII.
UNDER THE GREENWOOD TREE.
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