So Adrian, after his one glimpse of the woman he loved, left Paradise
and returned with a heavy heart to his solitary existence at
Hampstead. He had, it was true, promised to restore the lost sheep to
the arms of the gentle shepherdess, but how this was to be done he did
not know. There were two ways in which he could regain his identity,
either that he should be killed in his present body by accident or
that he should commit suicide. The former of these methods seemed
unlikely to occur, as the number of people who meet with accidents is
really very small, and as to the latter, although he was no coward yet
he shrank with a vague dread from putting an end to his present
existence.
It was true that Roversmire had informed him, that his soul would
return to its own tenement, but suppose he was wrong and the soul,
powerless to enter its former habitation, should remain suspended like
the coffin of Mahomet between heaven and earth? The last case would be
worse than the first, and Adrian, in spite of what was at stake, could
hardly be blamed for preferring his present condition, unsatisfactory
as it was, to a possible chance of leaving the world altogether.
One thing, however, he had learned by his visit to Marlow which gave
him a feeling of satisfaction, and that was the certainty of
Trevanna's recovery. He was at least guiltless of blood, and moreover
the explanation of Trevanna exonerated him from any malicious intent,
so that when his soul returned to its former body he would at least be
in a position to hold up his head as he had been accustomed to do.
The devotion displayed by Olive in defending his character had touched
him deeply, and he was now anxious to recover his lost position and
reward that devotion as it deserved. But, in spite of all his desires
and the dreariness of his present position, he felt quite powerless to
make a move in any direction. He wandered about the house, read a
great deal, smoked occasionally, and sometimes went down to the secret
chamber, where he found his body was still preserving a life-like
appearance with no signs of decay or change.
"Dentham," he said one day, anxious to find out what suspicions were
harboured by his crafty servant, "are you quite sure you did not see
that walking-stick I spoke about?"
"Quite sure, sir," replied the valet promptly, "perhaps the gentleman
took it away."
"What gentleman?" asked Adrian sharply.
"The gentleman that owned it, sir."
"It belonged to me," said Adrian, looking keenly at him, "I told you
that before."
"Would you mind describing the stick to me again, sir," asked Dentham
innocently.
"An oaken staff with a golden band and initials."
"Your own initials, sir, M.R.?"
"No--A.L.--the stick was given to me by a friend and I did not get
them altered."
"Indeed, sir, I'm afraid I didn't see it."
"Very well, you can go," said Adrian shortly, and as the door closed
behind the man he muttered quickly:
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