The German Classics of the Nineteenth and Twentieth Centuries, Volume 12
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The German Classics of the Nineteenth and Twentieth Centuries, Volume 12
German literature -- 19th century -- Translations into English; German literature -- 20th century -- Translations into English
hair gray and hardened his fiery heart into ringing steel. With that
wonderful clearness which was peculiar to him, he watched the
beginning of these changes. He even then viewed his own life as from
without. "You will find me more philosophical than you think," he
writes to his friend. "I have always been so--sometimes more,
sometimes less. My youth, the fire of passion, the longing for glory,
and, to tell you the whole truth, curiosity, and finally, a secret
instinct, have forced me out of the sweet peace which I enjoyed, and
the wish to see my name in the gazettes and in history has led me into
new paths. Come here to me. Philosophy will maintain her rights, and I
assure you that if I had not this cursed love of fame, I should think
only of peaceful comfort."
When the faithful Jordan actually came to him and the King saw the man
of peaceful enjoyment timid and uncomfortable in the field, he
suddenly realized that he himself had become another and a stronger
man. The guest who had been honored by him so long as the more
scholarly, and who had corrected his verses, criticized his letters,
and been far ahead of him in the knowledge of Greek philosophy, now,
in spite of all his philosophical training, gave the King the
impression of a man without courage. With bitter derision Frederick
attacked him in one of his best improvisations, contrasting the
warrior in himself with the weak philosopher. In however bad taste the
ridiculing verses were with which he overwhelmed Jordan again and
again, the return of the old cordial feeling was just as quick; but it
was the first gentle hint of fate for the King himself. The same thing
was to befall him often. He was to lose valuable men, loyal friends,
one after another; not only by death, but still more by the coldness
and estrangement which arose between his nature and theirs. For the
way upon which he had now entered was destined to develop more and
more all the greatness, but also all the narrow features, of his
nature, up to the limit of human possibility. The higher he rose above
others, the smaller their natures inevitably appeared to him. Almost
all whom in later years he measured by his own standard were far from
able to endure the test, and the dissatisfaction and disappointment
which he then experienced became again keener and more relentless
until he himself, from a solitary height, looked down with stony eyes
upon the doings of the men at his feet; but always, even to his last
hours, the piercing chill of his searching glance was broken by the
bright splendor of soft human feelings, and the fact that these were
left to him is what makes his great tragic figure so affecting.
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