The German Classics of the Nineteenth and Twentieth Centuries, Volume 12
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The German Classics of the Nineteenth and Twentieth Centuries, Volume 12
German literature -- 19th century -- Translations into English; German literature -- 20th century -- Translations into English
So it came about that she, who by nature was frank and open,
accustomed herself more and more to play an underhand part. At times
she was startled at the ease with which she could do it. Only in one
respect she remained unchanged--she saw everything clearly and glossed
nothing. Late one evening she stepped before the mirror in her
bedroom. The lights and shadows flitted to and fro and Rollo began to
bark outside. That moment it seemed to her as though somebody were
looking over her shoulder. But she quickly bethought herself. "I know
well enough what it is. It was not _he_," and she pointed her finger
toward the haunted room upstairs. "It was something else--my
conscience--Effi, you are lost."
Yet things continued on this course; the ball was rolling, and what
happened one day made the actions of the next a necessity.
About the middle of the month there came invitations from the four
families with which the Innstettens associated most. They had agreed
upon the order in which they would entertain. The Borckes were to
begin, the Flemmings and Grasenabbs followed, the Güldenklees came
last. Each time a week intervened. All four invitations came on the
same day. They were evidently intended to leave an impression of
orderliness and careful planning, and probably also of special
friendliness and congeniality.
"I shall not go, Geert, and you must excuse me in advance on the
ground of the treatment which I have been undergoing for weeks past."
Innstetten laughed. "Treatment. I am to blame it on the treatment.
That is the pretext. The real reason is you don't care to."
"No, I am more honest than you are willing to admit. It was your own
suggestion that I consult the doctor. I did so and now I must follow
his advice. The good doctor thinks I am anæmic, strangely enough, and
you know that I drink chalybeate water every day. If you combine this
in imagination with a dinner at the Borckes', with, say, brawn and eel
aspic, you can't help feeling that it would be the death of me. And
certainly you would not think of asking such a thing of your Effi. To
be sure, I feel at times--"
"I beg you, Effi."
"However, the one good thing about it is that I can look forward with
pleasure to accompanying you each time a part of the way in the
carriage, as far as the mill, certainly, or the churchyard, or even to
the corner of the forest, where the crossroad to Morgnitz comes in.
Then I can alight and saunter back. It is always very beautiful among
the dunes."
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