The German Classics, v. 20: Masterpieces of German Literature Translated into English
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The German Classics, v. 20: Masterpieces of German Literature Translated into English
German literature -- 19th century -- Translations into English; German literature -- 20th century -- Translations into English
HELLA. All of you! This whole owl's nest of a house was in league
against me! You had conspired against me, you and your ilk, simply
because I was superior to you, that's the reason why you wanted to
shoulder me off! Do you suppose I don't realize that? Very well, let
baseness prevail! I am willing to retreat!
PAUL. It always has been your trick, Hella, to play the part of
offended innocence! It is well that you are reminding me of that in
this hour! You are making the step easier for me than I had hoped.
HELLA. This is the thanks!
PAUL. Thanks!... How in the world could you expect thanks?
HELLA (with infuriated hatred). Because I made a _human being_
of you!
PAUL (starting up). Hella, you are making use of _words_!
HELLA (beside herself). Yes, made a _human_ being of you. I will repeat
it ten times over!
PAUL. Won't you kindly call in the whole estate with your shrieking.
HELLA. The whole world, for all I care! What were you when you came
into my hands? A crude student, utterly helpless, whom I directed into
the proper channels, _I_, single handed! Without me you would have gone
to the dogs or you might have become one of those novelists whom no one
reads! I was the first one to put sound ideas in your head, roused your
talent and pointed out to you all that is really _demanded_. Through me
you attained a name and reputation, and now that you are fortunate
enough to be that far along, you go and throw yourself away upon a
Polish goose, you ... you?
PAUL (as if under a lash). There are limits to all things, Hella, even
to consideration for your sex! Do not assume that you still have me in
your power. It has lasted fifteen years. It is over today. Do you
suppose I ought to thank you for sapping everything from me, my
will-power, my strength, my real talents, all the faith in love and
beauty that was once in me, which you have systematically driven out
with your infernal leveling process? Where shall I ever find a trace of
all that again? I might seek for a hundred years and not strike that
path again! I might have become an artist, at life or art itself, who
cares! And you have made me a beggar, a machine, that reels off its
uniform sing-song day after day! You have cheated me out of my life,
you imp!... Give it back to me! (He stands before her, breathing
heavily, struggling for air.)
HELLA (has become quite calm). Why did you _allow_ yourself to be
cheated. It's your own fault!
PAUL (suddenly calm, but sad and resigned). That is a profound word,
Hella! Why have you ... _allowed_ ... yourself to be cheated!
HELLA. You had your will-power just as I had mine. Why did you not make
use of it?
PAUL. _You_, with your ideas, would say _that_, Hella?
HELLA. Yes, _one_ or the other is stronger, of course! Why should we
women not be stronger?
PAUL (turns away). That is sufficient, Hella. We are through with each
other. There is nothing more to say.
HELLA. As you may decide. So it is really all over between us?
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