Australia -- Fiction; Autobiographical fiction; Bildungsromans; Melbourne (Vic.) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
In a very short time, there was no more persistent shrinker from the
ice of this gaze than little Laura. In the presence of Mrs. Gurley the
child had a difficulty in getting her breath. Her first week of school
life had been one unbroken succession of snubs and reprimands. For
this, the undue familiarity of her manner was to blame: she was all too
slow to grasp--being of an impulsive disposition and not naturally
shy--that it was indecorous to accost Mrs. Gurley off-hand, to treat
her, indeed, in any way as if she were an ordinary mortal. The climax
had come one morning--it still made Laura's cheeks burn to remember it.
She had not been able to master her French lesson for that day, and
seeing Mrs. Gurley chatting to a governess had gone thoughtlessly up to
her and tapped her on the arm.
"Mrs. Gurley, please, do you think it would matter very much if I only
took half this verb today? It's COUDRE, and means to sew, you know, and
it's SO hard. I don't seem to be able to get it into my head."
Before the words were out of her mouth, she saw that she had made a
terrible mistake. Mrs. Gurley's face, which had been smiling, froze to
stone. She looked at her arm as though the hand had bitten her, and
Laura's sudden shrinking did not move her, to whom seldom anyone
addressed a word unbidden.
"How DARE you interrupt me--when I am speaking!"--she hissed,
punctuating her words with the ominous head-shakes and pauses. "The
first thing, miss, for you to do, will be, to take a course of lessons,
in manners. Your present ones, may have done well enough, in the
outhouse, to which you have evidently belonged. They will not do, here,
in the company of your betters."
Above the child's head the two ladies smiled significantly at each
other, assured that, after this, there would be no further want of
respect; but Laura did not see them. The iron of the thrust went deep
down into her soul: no one had ever yet cast a slur upon her home.
Retreating to a lavatory she cried herself nearly sick, making her eyes
so red that she was late for prayers in trying to wash them white.
Since that day, she had never of her own free will approached Mrs.
Gurley again, and even avoided those places where she was likely to be
found. This was why one morning, some three weeks later, on discovering
that she had forgotten one of her lesson-books, she hesitated long
before re-entering the dining-hall. The governesses still clustered
round their chief, and the pupils were not expected to return. But it
was past nine o'clock; in a minute the public prayer-bell would ring,
which united boarders, several hundred day-scholars, resident and
visiting teachers in the largest class-room; and Laura did not know her
English lesson. So she stole in, cautiously dodging behind the group,
in a twitter lest the dreaded eyes should turn her way.
It was Miss Day who spied her and demanded an explanation.
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