The Gipsy: A Tale (Vols I & II)James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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The Gipsy: A Tale (Vols I & II)
James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
Romanies -- Fiction
There was something so despairing in the tone with which Isadore
pronounced--"Pray God it may be so!" that Marian took alarm.
"Isadore," she said, looking at her steadily, "I hope you are not
deceiving me. Your heart is not one to be so easily cast down; your
lips, dear cousin, are not accustomed to such sad sounds. Tell me the
truth, Isadore, I beseech you. Have you heard anything of Edward?"
"No, indeed, Marian!" replied Isadore, glad that she had put her
question in such a shape that she could give it a negative; and yet
hesitating a little at the utterance of one word approaching
insincerity, a vice that her mind had never known. "No, indeed," she
said, "no one has heard anything of him as yet."
Marian marked her hesitation, however, and replied, in a low voice, "I
should always like to know the truth, Isadore; and I am sure you would
tell it me, dear cousin. You know how I love Edward; and I think it no
shame to acknowledge to you, Isadore, that I do not believe there ever
was a human being that loved another as I have loved him." She paused;
and though she knew that Isadore needed no new insight into her heart
to see how totally that heart was given to Edward de Vaux, yet, as she
spoke, the crimson came again into her cheeks, and mottled her brow
and temples, even to speak her love in the hearing of one who already
knew it so well. "Nevertheless, Isadore," she continued, "feeling
afraid of my own heart, and my own great happiness, I have schooled
myself to remember that the blessings of this world are anything but
permanent, and have prepared myself to say, if God should require me
to yield them, 'Thy will be done.' Of course, since Edward went into
active service, I have felt it the more necessary to be always thus
prepared; and though I have tried not to imbitter existence by
apprehensions, nor to keep myself in continual fear, I have
endeavoured never to forget that Almighty Wisdom may hourly require
sacrifices, at which we must not repine."
"You are indeed a sweet creature!" cried Isadore, casting her arms
round her cousin's neck; "I wish that I were half as good!" Marian
leaned her brow upon her cousin's shoulder; and when Isadore again
looked at her, she found that Marian was weeping.
In a few moments Marian wiped away her tears, and went on: "You will
think that, after boasting of all this preparation, I ought not to be
so overcome now--nor, indeed, so much as I was this morning; but the
truth is, when Edward returned, half my fears vanished. I thought that
all danger was over; and little remembered that he who had escaped
from battle and from storm, might be snatched from me in the bosom of
peace, and in his own home. But I am better now, Isadore, and firmer,
and stronger; and therefore I will beg you and my aunt to let me hear
at once everything that occurs; for though you are interested too, I
know, deeply and sincerely, yet you can neither of you feel as I do."
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