The Gipsy: A Tale (Vols I & II)James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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The Gipsy: A Tale (Vols I & II)
James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
Romanies -- Fiction
"Perhaps that is the very reason, dear Marian," replied Isadore, "why
it would be better to keep from you all the rumours and reports, which
could only rack all your feelings with alternate hopes and fears,
without leading you even to any certain conclusion."
"Oh, no!" said Marian; "no! let me hear all, Isadore! I am now again
prepared. I do not say that I shall not weep--I do not say that I
shall not be anxious--I do not say that I shall not tremble with hope
and fear: but I do say, Isadore, that the knowledge of whose hand it
is that guides the whole--and my firm, perfect, undoubting,
unchangeable belief that His will is mercy, and His way is wise--will
be my support and consolation to the end."
"And I will never believe," said Isadore, warmly, "that He will leave
such confidence unrewarded and unprotected."
"Oh, no!" answered Marian; and she then added, in a sadder tone, "But
He, seeing more wisely than we do, may yet think fit to afflict us,
Isadore. However, I am still prepared, and will meet whatever may
come, as little repining as I can."
The conversation proceeded for some time in the same tone, nor was its
effect small in soothing the mind of her who suffered; for, in moments
of grief, the human heart forgets all the treasured consolations which
reason, and philosophy, and religion have garnered up in years of
tranquillity; and it is not till we examine the stores that we have
gathered that we remember the sources of comfort which we ourselves
possess.
Marian then expressed her intention of rising, and begged Isadore to
send her maid from the dressing-room. Her cousin would fain have
dissuaded her; and proceeded to inform her mother of Marian's
intention of coming down to the drawing-room; but Mrs. Falkland did
not disapprove of the idea, especially when she learned from Isadore
the state of her niece's mind. "We must endeavour," she said, "to keep
any sudden tidings of evil from our poor Marian; but in other
respects, perhaps, occupation of any sort may do her good; for I know
too well, Isadore, that nothing can be worse than the fears and the
pains with which our own imagination fills up the interval of
suspense, when, alone and sleepless, we sit and watch away the weary
hours, till doubt and fear have grown into the too painful certainty."
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