The color sprang up under his white face. "I'm not the human
kind--that is--I'm all wrong," he said hastily. "No respectable
person would speak to me. I have no right to talk to you, or to any
good girl. Are you a good girl?"
"I want to be," said Rona, looking at him with startled eyes. "What
have you done? You seem--I don't know how to say it, but to me you
seem--right--the kind of person I understand--not a beast--not a
demon. The men in London," she concluded seriously, "are all beasts
and demons."
"I don't know which class I am," said Felix, "but you had better know
the worst of me. I have served a term of two years' imprisonment.
That means that hardly any walk of life is open to me. I am a man
without a character."
She looked at him with a shrinking horror. "In prison! Oh! What
_did_ you do?"
"I was in prison for my political opinions, not for theft or anything
of that kind."
She seemed to ponder this. "I didn't know they could put people in
prison for their political opinions. I thought they passed an
Act--the Mother Superior taught us that in England everybody was
free."
The young man's eyes darkened. "We won't talk about it," he said
shortly. "I have confessed to you the sort I am. Are you sorry you
did not leave me to starve?"
She still sat considering him gravely. Her eyes were very dark blue,
and the intensity of their gaze was embarrassing. "Are you sorry now
for having done the thing they put you in prison for?" she asked at
last.
He gave a brief, scoffing laugh. "Well, if you must know, I am," he
said. "I was young, and a fool, and I got carried away. I am still
a red-hot socialist, but I don't believe in dynamite as I used to do.
I find the belief has not a pretty effect upon men's characters."
The admission was a visible relief to his companion. "I am glad,"
she said.
"How are you feeling?" he asked, suddenly leaning forward. "Is the
pain getting at all less?"
"Yes," she returned, "it is less. It hurts a great deal, but I am
beginning to feel as if I might be only badly bruised. I did not
fall far, and I broke my fall with my arms, somehow." She showed two
livid bruises, caked with dried blood, under her sleeves.
"Before we leave here," said Felix, "I wish you would try to tell me
a little more. I mean," he broke off in great embarrassment,
"perhaps you are not going to tell me anything, nor to trust me.
There is nobody in the world who either likes or trusts me, and if
you don't either, I shall not be surprised. But if you feel that you
could trust me, I would like to help you if I can."
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