"A few days ago a man came to the dancing school who offered to buy
me from my uncle. He was a man with an oily face and black curls,
and had a grin like the demons that are carrying off the lost souls
in the altarpiece at the Convent. He hung about all day watching me,
and in the evening he said to uncle that he could train me, but he
should want to take me over entirely. My uncle was in a savage mood,
for he and I had battles every evening. I said I would earn my
living in any honest way he liked. I would sit in a workroom ten
hours a day, I would scrub or do anything he told me; but he said
there was no money in such work, and I had got to make money for him.
I think he was beginning to find out that he could not manage me, and
was afraid I should run away. So--though at first he refused the
man's offer, and said he knew a good thing when he saw it, and that
in twelve months I should be setting London ablaze--still, after a
bit, they came to terms. He was to pay my uncle a sum down,
undertake the whole care of me, and my training, and he bound himself
to pay some percentage on my earnings to my uncle when I came out.
If you will believe it, all the other girls seemed to think I was
fortunate. But I made up my mind that I would run away. However, my
uncle suspected that, so when we got home he gave me a thrashing, and
locked me in with bread and water, and said I should stay there until
I had come to my senses. He had not beaten me before that, and it
turned me into a tiger. I held out for five days--think of it--five
days in that room, staring down on those trains, all alone, nothing
to do, nothing to read, hardly anything to eat! And I was getting
weak--so weak that I began to be afraid I should give in. I felt
that if my uncle were to come in with a cane in his hand I should be
too sick with fear to resist. So I said my prayers, and decided the
only thing I could do was to kill myself. I knew that if I got into
the power of the man with the black curls I should be--lost--and it
was better to die. So I jumped--that's all. Oh, do let us go out!
I am so nervous, I fancy every moment they may walk in--my uncle and
he."
"From what you tell me," said Felix, "they are most unlikely to come
here. They would go to a bar, not a cocoa-house."
"I suppose so," she said, faintly, her face livid, either with pain
or fear.
Felix folded his arms, leant back, and thought profoundly. "I should
think," he said, "the best thing--the only thing--would be for me to
take you back to the Convent, would it not?"
She considered this, her wide gaze once more intent upon his face.
"But he might go there and ask for me, and what could the Mother say?"
"She could not keep you there, of course, because you could not pay
her. But she would find you some honest way to earn your living."
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