And as she lifted to him her quivering face, her suffused eyes, and
her mouth just touched by a smile of complete trust, he knew that he
was taking the very course that would make her love him more than
ever.
"I must just say this," he muttered. "You ought not to marry him
until he--knows."
She winced; but she stood firm.
"I shall tell him--as soon as I can," she replied, tremulously.
CHAPTER XXVIII
THE PRIMROSE PATH
Ye are not bound! The soul of things is sweet,
The Heart of being is celestial rest,
Stronger than woe is will: that which was good
Doth pass to better--best.
--EDWIN ARNOLD.
The shadows of that same exquisite evening fell very softly across
the walled-in pleasance at Nicolashof. Dinner was over, and the
Governor sat upon the terrace with his cigarette, and Vronsky as his
companion. From within the drawing-room, which was but faintly
lighted, came the sound of Nadia's singing. Miss Forester played,
and the two men--Denzil Vanston within, and Vronsky without--listened
spellbound to the magic of that mysteriously appealing voice.
The evening was untroubled even by a breath of wind. The tops of the
forest trees, visible beyond the garden bowers, were motionless in
the warm air. The hues of the sky were such as must have been seen
to be imagined.
Denzil sat with a kind of helplessness in his whole attitude, his
eyes devouring the girl who sang to him.
He had been in a pitiable condition when the kindness of Stepan
Stepanovitch had carried him off to the luxurious simplicity of
Nicolashof, and the unforeseen seductions of the life there. Fresh
from his lonely journey, his heart full of sensations to which he had
till then been a stranger, torn with anxiety respecting the fate of
his brother, and uncertain as to the extent of the danger with which
the reappearance of her uncle menaced Rona--he had been in dire need
of sympathy.
He found himself received with a cordiality for whose charm he had
been utterly unprepared. The change from foreign ways, discomfort,
loneliness, and sickness, to the delightful atmosphere of sympathy,
and the perfect comfort of a well-regulated household, modeled upon
the English standard, was astounding, and its effects much greater
than could have been foreseen.
In truth, his own frame of mind at this crisis of his history was a
sealed mystery to himself.
Rona had touched in him springs of feeling of a kind different from
anything in his previous experience. She had--all
unconsciously--called these sensations into being; _but she had not
satisfied them_. This last fact, so all-important, his intelligence
did not recognize, though his physical instinct knew it well enough.
To his passion there had been, in Veronica Leigh, no response. No
pulse in her had thrilled in concert with his own. This he felt,
without knowing it. He had quitted England with a fierce desire
unsatisfied.
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