"I'm afraid so, miss. Mr. Felix, since he came out on his
ticket-of-leave"--Denzil winced--"he's been trying to make a little
money by--by writing of books, sir, what I can make of it in the
account here." He adjusted his spectacles with what seemed like
maddening slowness to the two watching. "He's lodged, sir, in
Poplar, in Bow, in the Borough, and now at last in Deptford--No. 6,
Hawkins Row. He was there a matter of ten days, and on Monday last
he paid his rent. The woman thinks he pawned an overcoat and one or
two things to pay it. He also, sir--he also bought some laudanum."
"Denzil!" cried Miss Rawson, appealing. "I told you your last letter
was too hard!"
"Too hard!" Denzil turned eyes of dignified reproach upon his aunt.
"You say, _too hard_! After what he has called upon me to endure! I
have many things with which to reproach myself, but being hard upon
Felix is not one of them."
Gregory had been fumbling with his papers, and now at last succeeded
in extracting and bringing out the one he sought. "They have sent
down an officer from Scotland Yard, sir," he said, "but me knowing
the family, if I may venture to say so, I thought you would maybe be
better pleased if I came along myself with the noos, sir. There's no
such thing as breaking noos, sir, I know that. But a stroke comes
easier sometimes if brought by one that has the welfare of the family
at heart."
Denzil did not hear the tremulous speech. He had snatched the
letter--the terrible letter--which Felix had left upon the table in
his room. "Dear Pharisee."
The epithet thundered at him. He read the reckless, unjust words
over and over.
He read it once--twice--then he rose, held it out to Miss Rawson,
and, slowly turning, sank in his chair with his face hidden upon his
arms.
"Oh, heavens!" he cried aloud, "I have not--no, I have not deserved
this!"
It was a characteristic cry. What had he done, he the blameless, the
well-conducted; he who had endured at his stepmother's hand treatment
that might well have soured a sweeter nature than his own; he who
knew, concerning that same stepmother, things that might have wrecked
her chance of inheriting anything, had he told his father of them!
He had behaved, so it seemed to him, with a wonderful Christian
fortitude and forbearance. And this horrible suicide, this
outrageous indictment, was his reward.
The constable was speaking. "He seems to have burnt all his papers,
sir, in the grate first. The grate was full of burnt paper and the
hearth, too. The officer thinks he burnt the manuscript of a book,
sir. The empty bottles of laudanum, and the empty mug out of which
he drank it, sir, were on the table. There was not a morsel of food,
nor any clothes at all in the room, nor any luggage."
Vanston made an effort, and managed to say, "I told the police-court
missionary to look after him. I put money in his hands for him."
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