The world, he found, was an oyster that he could not open. He had
declined to try the usual kind of knife--that provided by custom for
him, in the shape of an office stool. He had imbibed socialistic
theories somehow in early boyhood, and his half-brother, Denzil
Vanston, had from that moment assured him that he was lost.
The late Squire Vanston, of Normansgrave, had made a foolish second
marriage. He had been caught by a designing young woman whom he met
at a Brighton hotel. While Felix was still a child, his father died,
leaving the widow a life interest in the property. Poor Denzil had
cause to feel displeasure. The second Mrs. Vanston filled the house
with a crew of very second-rate journalists, music-hall artistes, and
sporting men. Her son, Felix, was most imprudently indulged; her
stepson, Denzil, had no home as long as she lived. His own mother
had been the exact reverse of his father's second wife--a good,
rather dull woman, affectionate and sincere, but hard and prim.
Denzil, brought up on these lines, was unspeakably shocked by the
proceedings which at Normansgrave followed his father's death.
Mrs. Vanston was killed in a carriage accident, after a reckless ten
years of very frivolous widowhood. This is putting the case with an
extreme mildness, which the inhabitants of the neighborhood might
class as euphemism. She died intestate, and was found to have spent
the whole of the money which the Squire had left to her, with a view
to its coming to Felix after her death. His will bequeathed all the
property and all the money, with the exception of this sum, to his
elder son. Felix was unprovided for.
At this time he was eighteen years old, and studying at a Continental
university. Oxford and Cambridge were not Bohemian enough for him.
His brother was willing to make him an allowance, on condition of his
qualifying for some profession; and although the only profession for
which he would show interest was journalism, and though Denzil
profoundly, and perhaps excusably, mistrusted journalism after his
experience of his stepmother's set, he did help him, and did make him
an allowance, until debts and irregular habits and bad associates
convinced him that Felix would do no good until he had actually to
work for his living.
Actuated by the best intentions, the elder brother said he would stop
supplies until Felix really buckled down to work. The next thing was
that the police raided a Dynamite Club in Soho, and Felix was
arrested, brought to trial, and convicted. He had served the greater
part of his two years' sentence. And now the end had come. At the
age of twenty-three Felix Vanston decided that life was not worth
living.
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