"It ought to be my turn to-morrow," said Felix. "I don't like
sponging. But I literally have not a halfpenny to spend just now.
Good-night. I was glad to hear that about Loris Levien. About his
being safe with his mother. But chiefly I am grateful to you for not
looking on me as an outcast. Here, in my own country, I have done
for myself, once and for all. My own brother won't speak to me. It
is--but there! how can you tell what it feels like, to be taken by
the hand by a man who knows your record and does not despise you for
it?"
"My boy, in Russia one has more sympathy for these things. In
England, I own, it is hard to see why boys take up such notions. But
with us few families are altogether free of the taint. For myself I
was never touched with the desire to make men good and happy by
burning and killing. I do not think terror ever begot love. I know
that it always begets hate. I am an engineer and a rough fellow.
But I believe in God and in Him I put my trust for Russia and her
future. Want of faith, my boy, that is what ails Russia.
Good-night. God keep you. Come to me to-morrow."
Felix walked home to his couch in the cabin of the _Sarah Dawkes_
with his heart full of gratitude to the new friend so accidentally
thrown in his way.
The next morning, on his way to work, he went to the post-office,
and, to his joy, was handed a letter addressed to David Smith.
"DEAR DAVID,--Thank you for your letter. I was so very glad to get
it, and I am pleased to say that I am getting better very fast now.
I am still in bed, but they let me sit up and do knitting, and Mr.
Denzil Vanston comes to see me. He is the Squire, Sister Agnes says,
and she thinks I am a lucky girl. He has given me a kitten, and he
reads to me out loud. Do you know the first day he came in I thought
he was you! I can't think what made me so silly, for he is not a bit
like you really, but fair, with a little neat light brown mustache.
He is very kind.
"They say yes, I may certainly stay three weeks, and by that time I
ought to be quite well. I shall look forward to seeing you and
starting for Sempleton. Do you think it would be best to write to
the Reverend Mother or not? I think not, because it is just possible
she might think she ought to tell Uncle Rankin.
"Miss Rawson is making me a new frock; it is brown. I think this is
all my news, so I will only add my love, and my thanks too, for all
you did for me. When I think how you wanted to die, and went on
living to take care of me, I do feel ashamed of myself. I hope you
are quite well. Mind and tell me when to expect you, and write again
soon. I have not let anybody see your letter, though they are all
most inquisitive about our affairs!--With my love, I remain your
affectionate sister--RONA SMITH."
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