Stupefaction held Felix mute for a minute or two. To be consistent,
he should have helped her over the verge. The bare thought of so
doing made his head swim. With no words, but still obeying imperious
instinct, he pulled her, struggling feebly against him, into his
desolate apartment. He dragged her to the bed, so recently prepared
for the accommodation of another guest, and having pushed her upon
it, ran to the window and fastened it, with an overmastering dread
lest she should make a dash for her freedom, and he not have the
strength to stop her.
Seated on the edge of the bed, she doubled herself together and
moaned. Her rescuer, sinking dizzily upon the one chair, stared in
dumb contemplation. The girl was evidently in terrible pain.
Probably she had broken all her ribs. Ought he to go and fetch a
hospital ambulance? Dare he leave her alone within reach of that
window? Whence had she fallen, and why did she want to kill herself?
In spite of hunger, he almost thought he must postpone his own exit
until he knew what prompted this child to attempt hers.
After two or three bewildered minutes he went up to her, sat down
beside her, and said weakly, "There, there! Tell me where you have
hurt yourself."
She uncovered her face and shot a look at him. They had a
simultaneous impulse of surprise. Looking at each other, they knew,
intuitively, each that the other was not the kind of person you would
expect to find in Hawkins Row, Deptford.
For the first time since the gates of the jail closed behind him,
Felix forgot to be lonely. He had a sudden, wholly ridiculous sense
of being wanted. The moment he saw the face of the girl beside him
he knew that she must be saved.
Cautiously he lowered her to the pillow, lifted her legs upon the
bed, laid her flat, and bent over her.
"Where do you feel the pain?" he urgently asked.
"Everywhere--all over me. Oh, what shall I do? Why couldn't you let
me die?"
"I don't know," said Felix, staring stupidly.
She sobbed aloud, drawing each breath with a groan. He sat by, his
mind hardly working, vaguely wondering what would happen next.
Presently he was conscious that her moaning had ceased, and he looked
up with a sudden leap of his heart in his exhausted frame lest she
should be dead. But her eyes were wide open, and roaming round the
room.
"Do you live here?" she asked, timidly.
He laughed miserably. "I have contrived to support existence here
for ten days," he said. "Now I can't stick it any longer. I was
just going to take poison, that very moment that you--came."
She turned her head right round on the dirty pillow to look at him
with horror. "You were going to kill yourself? How wicked!" she
said, with tremendous emphasis.
He peered at her from under his heavy lashes with a real curiosity.
"You say wicked? But you were going to do the same thing yourself?"
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