“Poor grandmother looked so uncomfortable that I felt sorry
for her, and after I had said, ‘I don’t belong to any, Dr.
Baxter,’ she tried to explain about our living on a ‘large
farm’ (I don’t believe grandmother thinks ranches are real
_proper_) and not being near a church.
“Aunt Nan tried to change the subject, but Dr. Baxter just
wouldn’t have it changed, and after looking at me thoughtfully
for a few moments, he said:
“‘I wonder that our Home Mission Board does not send
candidates to that needy field. Do you have no traveling
preachers, Miss Virginia?’
“Grandmother looked so uneasy that I did try to say just the
right thing, father, but I guess I made a mistake, because I
told him that we did have traveling preachers sometimes, only
we didn’t feel that we needed just the kind of preaching they
gave. His nose quivered more than ever, and grandmother tried
to explain again only she didn’t know how, and at last he
said:
“‘If the Word is not appreciated in Wyoming, it is elsewhere,
thank God!’—just as though Wyoming were a wilderness where
‘heathen in their blindness bow down to wood and stone.’
Grandmother looked more mortified than ever, and the silence
grew so heavy that you could hear it whirring in your ears. By
and by we did leave the table, and then I excused myself to
write to you, but I couldn’t seem to write at all, I felt so
troubled about mortifying poor grandmother. This morning I
thought she would speak of it, but she didn’t, and perhaps, if
I make no more slips, she will forget about it. It is very
difficult to be a constant credit to one’s family, especially
when it requires so much forethought.
“Grandmother feels very bad because she has no son to carry on
the family name. When she and Aunt Nan and Aunt Lou die, she
says ‘the name will vanish from this town where it has been
looked up to for two hundred years.’
“It makes a great difference in Webster _how_ one does
things—even more than _what_ one does. This morning, when Aunt
Nan and I were going to walk, Aunt Nan said, ‘I think we’ll
run in to see Mrs. Dexter, mother. She’ll want to see
Virginia.’ And grandmother said, ‘Not in the morning, Nan. It
would never do!’ So we have to go in the afternoon. I told
Aunt Nan when we were walking that at home we called on our
friends any time, and she said she wished she lived in
Wyoming! _She_ could ‘belong’ to us, father, but I’m afraid
grandmother never could enjoy Jim and William and the others.
She is too Websterized.
“Wasn’t it thoughtful of Aunt Nan to put mother’s old
‘Scottish Chiefs’ on my table? It has all her markings in it.
Last night—but I won’t tell you, because you will think I am
homesick, and I’m not! Please tell Don.
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