Lagerlöf, Selma, 1858-1940 -- Translations into English; Short stories, Swedish -- Translations into English; Sweden -- Fiction
He caught a glimpse, so to speak, of all the wealth of this old peasant
estate as he wandered through the house. He saw the dining-hall, where
the long tables were set with a long row of silver goblets and
decanters. He passed by the clothes-press, where the floor was covered
with great chests and where the walls were hung with an endless array of
wearing apparel. When he came out in the yard, he saw many vehicles, old
and new, and fine horses being led out from the stable, and gorgeous
carriage robes placed in the carriages. He looked out across a couple of
farms with cow-sheds, barns, sheep-folds, storehouses, sheds, larders,
and many other buildings. "All this might have been mine," he thought,
as he seated himself in the cart.
Suddenly he was seized with a sense of bitter regret. He would have
liked to throw himself out of the cart and go in and say that what he
had told them was not true. He had only wished to joke with them and
frighten them. It was awfully stupid of him to confess. Of what use had
it been to him to confess? The dead was dead. No, this confession
carried nothing with it save his ruin.
These last weeks he had not been very enthusiastic over this marriage.
But now, when he must renounce it, he realized what it was worth to him.
It meant much to lose Hildur Ericsdotter and all that went with her.
What did it matter that she was domineering and opinionated? She was
still the peer of all in these regions, and through her he would have
come by great power and honor.
It was not only Hildur and her possessions he was missing, but minor
things as well. At this moment he should have been driving to the
church, and all who looked upon him would have envied him. And it was
to-day that he should have sat at the head of the wedding table and been
in the thick of the dancing and the gayety. It was his great luck-day
that was going from him.
Erland turned time and again to his son and looked at him. Now he was
not so handsome or transfigured as he had been in the morning, but sat
there listless and heavy and dull-eyed. The father wondered if the son
regretted having confessed and meant to question him about it, but
thought it best to be silent.
"Where are we driving to now?" asked Gudmund presently. "Wouldn't it be
as well to go at once to the sheriff?"
"You had better go home first and have a good sleep," said the father.
"You have not had much sleep these last nights, I dare say."
"Mother will be frightened when she sees us."
"She won't be surprised," answered the father, "for she knows quite as
much as I do. She will be glad, of course, that you have confessed."
"I believe mother and the rest of you at home are glad to get me into
prison," snarled Gudmund.
"We know that you are losing a good deal in acting rightly," said the
father. "We can't help but be glad because you have conquered yourself."
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