Lagerlöf, Selma, 1858-1940 -- Translations into English; Short stories, Swedish -- Translations into English; Sweden -- Fiction
As Gudmund thought on this, a grain of satisfaction came to him. "I have
answered no," he said, and suddenly he understood what it had meant for
him. If he had kept silent, would he not have been compelled to worship
the tempter all his life? He would have been a timid and faint-hearted
man; simply a slave to his possessions. The fear of discovery would
always have weighed upon him. Nevermore would he have felt himself a
free man.
A great peace came over Gudmund. He was happy in the consciousness that
he had done right. When he thought back to the past days, he felt that
he had groped his way out of a great darkness. It was wonderful that he
had come out right finally. He asked himself how he had ever happened to
go astray. "It was because they were so kind to me at home," he thought,
"and the best help was that Helga came and wished me happiness."
He lay up there on the mountain a little longer, but presently he felt
that he must go home to his father and mother and tell them that he was
at peace with himself. When he rose to go, he saw Helga sitting on a
ledge a little farther down the mountain.
Where she sat, she had not the big, broad outlook which he enjoyed; only
a little glint of the valley was visible to her. This was in the
direction where Närlunda lay, and possibly she could see a portion of
the farm. When Gudmund discovered her, he felt that his heart, which all
the day before had labored heavily and anxiously, began to beat lightly
and merrily; at the same time such a thrill of joy ran through him that
he stood still and marvelled at himself. "What has come over me? What is
this?" he wondered, as the blood surged through his body and happiness
gripped him with a force that was almost painful. At last he said to
himself in a surprised tone: "Why, it is she that I'm fond of! Think,
that I did not know it until now!"
It took hold of him with the strength of a loosened torrent. He had been
bound the whole time he knew her. All that had drawn him to her he had
held back. Now, at last, he was freed from the thought of marrying some
one else--free to love her.
"Helga!" he cried, rushing down the steep to her. She turned round with
a terrified shriek. "Don't be frightened! It is only I."
"But are you not at church being married?"
"No, indeed! There will be no wedding to-day. She doesn't want
me--she--Hildur."
Helga rose. She placed her hand on her heart and closed her eyes. At
that moment she must have thought it was not Gudmund who had come. It
must be that her eyes and ears were bewitched in the forest. Yet it was
sweet and dear of him to come, if only in a vision! She closed her eyes
and stood motionless to keep this vision a few seconds longer.
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