Lagerlöf, Selma, 1858-1940 -- Translations into English; Short stories, Swedish -- Translations into English; Sweden -- Fiction
"Surely I can forgive you that," he said in the same even tone. "We will
never speak of the matter again."
She shivered, dropped her eyes, and sat as though she were expecting
something. "It was simply a stroke of good fortune, Hildur," he said,
coming forward and grasping her hand, "that it is over between us, for
to-day it became clear to me that I love another. I think I have been
fond of her for a long time, but I did not know it until to-day."
"Whom do you care for, Gudmund?" came in a colorless voice from Hildur.
"It doesn't matter. I shall not marry her, as she does not care for me,
nor can I marry anyone else."
Hildur raised her head. It was not easy to tell what was taking place in
her. At this moment she felt that she, the rich farmer's daughter, with
all her beauty and all her possessions, was nothing to Gudmund. She was
proud and did not wish to part from him without teaching him that she
had a value of her own, apart from all the external things. "I want you
to tell me, Gudmund, if it is Helga from Big Marsh whom you love."
Gudmund was silent.
"It was she who came to me and taught me what I should do that all might
be well between us. She knew you were innocent, but she did not say so
to you. She let me know it first."
Gudmund looked her steadily in the eyes. "Do you think this means that
she has a great affection for me?"
"You may be sure of it, Gudmund. I can prove it. No one in the world
could love you more than she does."
He walked rapidly across the floor and back, then he stopped suddenly
before Hildur. "And you--why do you tell me this?"
"Surely I do not wish to stand beneath Helga in magnanimity!"
"Oh, Hildur, Hildur!" he cried, placing his hands on her shoulders and
shaking her to give vent to his emotion. "You don't know, oh, you don't
know how much I like you at this moment! You don't know how happy you
have made me!"
Helga sat by the roadside and waited. With her cheek resting on her
hand, she sat and pictured Hildur and Gudmund together and thought how
happy they must be now.
While she sat thus, a servant from Närlunda came along. He stopped when
he saw her. "I suppose you have heard that affair which concerns
Gudmund?"
She had.
"It was not true, fortunately. The real murderer is already in custody."
"I knew it couldn't be true," said Helga.
Thereupon the man went, and Helga sat there alone, as before. So they
knew it already down there! It was not necessary for her to go to
Närlunda and tell of it.
She felt herself so strangely shut out! Earlier in the day she had been
so eager. She had not thought of herself--only that Gudmund and Hildur's
marriage should take place. But now it flashed upon her how alone she
was. And it was hard not to be something to those of whom one is fond.
Gudmund did not need her now, and her own child had been appropriated by
her mother, who would hardly allow her to look at it.
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