How utterly wrong she was in this conclusion, and how little she
understood the broad charity of Uncle Jud, need not be explained. She
was only a child as yet in all but stature. The one most bitter sneer of
malicious Hannah still rankled and poisoned her common sense. Its effect
upon Chip had been as usual on her nature and belief, and this waif
of the wilderness, this gnome child, must not be judged by ordinary
standards. Like reflections from grotesque mirrors, so had her ideas of
right and duty been distorted by eerie influences and weird surroundings.
There was first the unspeakable brutality of her father; then the
menial years at Tim's Place, with no more consideration than a horse
or pig received, her only education being the uncanny teachings of Old
Tomah. Under this baleful tuition, coupled with the ever present menace
and mystery of a vast wilderness, she passed from childhood into
womanhood, with the fixed belief that human kind were no better than
brutes; that the forest was peopled by a nether world of spites, the
shadowy forms of both man and beast; and worse than this, that all
thought and action here must be the selfish ones of personal gain and
personal protection. Like a dog forever expecting a blow, like any
dumb brute ever on guard against superior force, so had Chip grown to
maturity, a cringing, helpless, almost hopeless creature, and yet one
whose inborn impulses and desires revolted at her surroundings.
Once removed from these, however, and in a purer atmosphere, she was
like one born again. Her past impressions still remained, her queer
belief of present and future conditions was still a motive force, and
the cringing, blow-expecting nature was yet hers.
For this reason, and because this new world and these new people were
so unaccountable and quite beyond her ken in tender influence and
loving care, what they had done and for what purpose seemed all the
more impressive. But it was in no wise wasted; instead, it was like
God-given sunshine to a flower that has never known aught except the
chilling shadow of a dense forest.
And now ensued an almost pathetic play of interest, for Chip set herself
about the duty of giving instead of obtaining pleasure.
She became what she was at Tim's Place,--a menial, so far as they would
let her,--and from early morning until bedtime, some step, some duty,
some kindly care for her benefactors, was assumed by her. She worked and
weeded in the garden, she drove and milked the cows, she followed Uncle
Jud to the hay-field, insisting that she must help, until at last he
protested.
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