But if not—if the earliest years have been filled with questions for
which no satisfactory answers were given, if great mysteries that
puzzle are solved for her only by what schoolmates, patent medicine
advertisements, and imagination can teach, then she does not have a
fair chance. She is not well equipped for life, and if in some moment
of trial which we fondly dream will never, never come to _her_, to
others perhaps, but not to _her_, she is overwhelmed, then we who have
left her unguarded are to blame.
If at thirteen she was awkward and sometimes disagreeable, at sixteen
we forget all about it, for now she is charming. The floodtide of life
is upon her,—it is June, and all the world is her lover. To be alive
is glorious; she shows it in all that she says and does. She laughs at
everything and at nothing, and she dearly loves “a good time.” She
makes use of all the adjectives in her mother tongue, and yet they are
not enough to express all that she feels. Superlatives abound, and a
simple pronoun, third person, singular number, masculine gender, is
introduced so often into her conversation with her girl friends that
it reveals at least one prominent “line of interest.”
But she is a dreamer still of new, deeper dreams in which self plays a
large part, but a different and more altruistic one; and the longings
that dawned on her soul with adolescence have grown in power. She not
only longs for the concrete hats and gowns and beautiful things, to
sing and play, to be admired, to be popular, but she longs to be good
and to do good. Now, when all her powers have awakened, obeying
instincts of her womanhood, she is ready to give herself in loving
service to some great cause, to serve the _world_.
All teachers of English composition can testify to the desire to serve
which stands out so clearly in the essay work of girls at this period.
Hazel is a type of hundreds. She attended a lecture a while ago and
saw pictures of the tenements; the crowded conditions, wretched
poverty and suffering children stirred her soul. Every composition
since has been a record of her dreams and longings. In every written
sketch or story a wretched child of the tenements appears. A girl of
means, “about sixteen years of age,” with plenty of spending money,
seeks out the child, often crippled or blind, gives it food, clothing,
a wheel chair, or takes it to a great physician who makes it well.
Sometimes the heroine finds work for father and mother, and they move
to a cottage in the country and are happy. Always in the story misery
is relieved and hearts are made glad. Always the heroine is
self-sacrificing and those helped are touched with deepest gratitude.
In the last story, “Little Elsie sat comfortably back in her wheel
chair too happy even to move it about. Her mother tried to find words
to express her gratitude, but could only murmur her thanks. The child
looked up into the face of her kind friend with a celestial smile that
paid for all the sacrifice.”
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