The inner room was empty.
A small notebook lay upon the dais among the scattered scarlet
cushions. Near it was a faint depression in the foamy coverlet. Blake
picked up the notebook. The first page contained a hastily written
message:
_Nate dearest, I've lost my nerve, and by the time you read this I
shall have run away. Please forgive me for disobeying you. I wanted
desperately to fulfill your wishes by going to New Earth and
attending Trevor University, and now I shall, because sitting here
in this little room I have faced at last the very real possibility
that you really do not love me. I had hoped that by entering your
mind and leading you back through our moments together to the
moment when we met and by freezing that moment and letting you find
me in this room, you would be shocked into associating me with
Eldoria rather than with the naive little girl sitting outside the
arras--with sex, rather than with saintliness; that I could bring
you to understand that the little-girl image you have of me is as
unrealistic as the father-image you have of yourself. But the
passing moments have made me realize that all this while I have
been deluding myself with false hopes and that I am merely
hopelessly in love with a man who does not regard me as a woman at
all, who--_
* * * * *
Here the message broke off as abruptly as it had begun. There was a
mist before Blake's eyes, and he could not swallow. He bent down and
felt the depression in the coverlet. It was still warm. There had been
no footprints leading _away_ from the hut, he remembered.
Straightening, he surveyed the golden tapestries that adorned the
room's four walls. It was not at all difficult to pick out the one
behind which she was standing. It was difficult, though, to go over and
raise it. Her face was pale, and the khaki hiking suit she was wearing
made it seem all the more so. She stepped out of her hiding place, and
he let the tapestry fall into place behind her.
She would not meet his eyes. "In another moment I would have been
gone," she said. "Oh, Nate, why did you come so soon!"
Suddenly the arras parted, and Smith stepped into the room. Without
pausing, he advanced across the resilient carpet, shoved Blake aside
and took Deirdre into his arms. He grasped her hair, pulled her head
back and bent his evil face toward hers.
Outraged, Blake seized the man's shoulder, spun him around and struck
him in the mouth. Instantly his own mouth went numb, and he tasted
blood.
He knew who Smith was then.
Glancing into Deirdre's eyes, he saw that she knew too, and realized
that she had known all along.
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