The Girl's Own Paper, Vol. VIII, No. 361, November 27, 1886Various
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The Girl's Own Paper, Vol. VIII, No. 361, November 27, 1886
Various
Children's literature -- Periodicals
My dereliction of duty escaped notice on the first afternoon; Mr.
Morton was occupied with a committee, and Mrs. Morton was too gentle
and considerate to hint that my presence was desired, but on the second
afternoon Hannah came up looking a little flurried.
Master had not seemed pleased somehow; he had spoken quite sharply
before the visitors, and asked where nurse was that she had not brought
the children as usual, and the mistress had looked uncomfortable, and
had beckoned him to her.
I took no notice of Hannah’s speech, for I had a hasty tongue, and
might have said things that I should have regretted afterwards, but my
temper was decidedly ruffled. I took Reggie as quickly as possible from
her arms, and carried him off into the other room. I wanted to be alone
and recover myself.
I cried a good deal, much to Reggie’s distress; he kept patting my
cheeks and calling to me to kiss him, that at last I was obliged
to leave off. I had met with a difficulty at last. I could hear the
roaring of the chained lions behind me, but I said to myself that I
would not be beaten; if my pride must suffer I should get over the
unpleasantness in time. Why should I be afraid of people just because
they wore silks and satins and were strangers to me? My fears were
undignified and absurd; Mr. Morton was right; I had shirked my duty.
I hoped that nothing more would be said about it, and I determined that
the following Thursday I would face the ordeal; but I was not to escape
so easily.
When Mrs. Morton came into the nursery that evening to bid the children
good-night, I thought she looked a little preoccupied. She kissed them,
and asked me, rather nervously, to follow her into the night nursery.
“Merle,” she said, rather hurriedly, “I hope you will not mind what I
am going to say. My husband has asked me to speak to you. He seemed a
little put out this afternoon; it did not please him that Hannah should
take your place with the children.”
“Hannah told me so when she came up, Mrs. Morton.”
In spite of all my efforts to restrain my temper, I am afraid my voice
was a little sullen. I had never answered her in such a tone before. I
would obey Mr. Morton; I knew my own position well enough for that, but
they should both see that this part of my duty was distasteful to me.
To my intense surprise she took my hand and held it gently.
“I was afraid you would feel it in this way, Merle, but I want you
to look upon it in another point of view. You know that my husband
forewarned you that your position would entail difficulties. Hitherto
things have been quite smooth; now comes a duty which you own by your
manner to be bitterly distasteful. I sympathise with you, but my
husband’s wishes are sacred; he is very particular on this point. Do
you think for my sake that you could yield in this?”
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